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Abcede

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Mar 28, 2018
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(Forgive my english.. not my mother tongue) In a country with very strict laws, I have no fckng access on everything. I'm so desperate for N, inorganic salts, OD-ing on drugs, and/or helium tanks which are the most peaceful to use. Can't even get Chloroquine.. UGH. Wish I could do 'road accident' but I do not know how to drive. Can't do compressions coz that'll hurt. I have low pain threshold.. it sucks big time. Sometimes I just imagine, what if I just steal a police gun and shoot myself, but then again, I do not know how to use a gun. I'm in so much pain. I really want to go. But I can't think of another way.
 
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Caerula

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Totally feel you > <
 
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Abcede

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Mar 28, 2018
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Right?! It's my life. Why would I even get arrested.. I'm not gonna use it on others. They can watch me end my life if they want. Stupid laws. Stupid authorities. Power trip.
 
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werewolfking

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Mar 18, 2018
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Mmmmmmhm
 
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Aity4883

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Mar 28, 2018
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Ligature strangulation, when done properly is painless. Takes practice and research to do it right, but unless you're a stupid whiny crybaby rhat can't even die properly this won't be a problem.

Check out 8ch.net/suicide they have lots of info on strangulation there. Also the book "Five last acts 2015" you can download it as pdf from 8ch.
 
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ChizuruN

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Mar 20, 2018
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If you mean carotid artery compressions OP, it doesn't really hurt if done right.
 
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Aity4883

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If you mean carotid artery compressions OP, it doesn't really hurt if done right.

From experience and research. There is no "pain". At most there is strong pressure and a bit of discomfort (can be minimized with proper preparations) but nothing unbearable.
 
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millefeui

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Mar 31, 2018
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Worst case scenario, buy a rope. Hanging might be painful, but it is a temporary pain.
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
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Wish someone or something would give me the strength to hang tonight
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
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From experience and research. There is no "pain". At most there is strong pressure and a bit of discomfort (can be minimized with proper preparations) but nothing unbearable.
I cant get it right all I feel is pain at the front of my throat
 
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shadow11

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Worst case scenario, buy a rope. Hanging might be painful, but it is a temporary pain.
How long do you think the pain would last with full suspension
 
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millefeui

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How long do you think the pain would last with full suspension
I don't have any data to support this claim, but probably not more than one minute, maybe two. Honestly, I would take minutes of pain if that meant dying.
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
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I don't have any data to support this claim, but probably not more than one minute, maybe two. Honestly, I would take minutes of pain if that meant dying.
I've put lots of pressure on neck with rope and cant get past the feeling of pain on the front of my neck
 
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Deleted_9cKnXB34QG

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Jun 26, 2018
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Nah, you pass out in 10-20 sec max.
If you kick the char and actually do full suspension that is. Partial is more tricky to pull off.
 
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shadow11

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Jul 31, 2018
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Nah, you pass out in 10-20 sec max.
If you kick the char and actually do full suspension that is. Partial is more tricky to pull off.
Thst makes me feel some better the thought of just choking to death really freaks me out trying to get the rope just right
 
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great-ape99

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Apr 22, 2018
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Death by cop. Call the cops and run at them with a knife. Problem solved. Personally I wouldn't go out that way it's undignified, and the cop will go the rest of his life knowing that he killed a someone. I am sure there has got to be a way to get the supplies. How about a drop ship location?
 
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creatureoflight

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Jul 27, 2018
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(Forgive my english.. not my mother tongue) In a country with very strict laws, I have no fckng access on everything. I'm so desperate for N, inorganic salts, OD-ing on drugs, and/or helium tanks which are the most peaceful to use. Can't even get Chloroquine.. UGH. Wish I could do 'road accident' but I do not know how to drive. Can't do compressions coz that'll hurt. I have low pain threshold.. it sucks big time. Sometimes I just imagine, what if I just steal a police gun and shoot myself, but then again, I do not know how to use a gun. I'm in so much pain. I really want to go. But I can't think of another way.

where do you live?
 
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creatureoflight

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Jul 27, 2018
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Death by cop. Call the cops and run at them with a knife. Problem solved. Personally I wouldn't go out that way it's undignified, and the cop will go the rest of his life knowing that he killed a someone. I am sure there has got to be a way to get the supplies. How about a drop ship location?
the only fault is that compared to the U.S, most police don't shoot to kill and they will just shoot him in the leg or something and then he will survive with a damaged leg and end up in jail for 25 years.
 
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GoneSeptember2018

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the only fault is that compared to the U.S, most police don't shoot to kill and they will just shoot him in the leg or something and then he will survive with a damaged leg and end up in jail for 25 years.
Death by cop. Another unrealistic fantasy.
 
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GoneSeptember2018

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Aug 28, 2018
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Rope is cheap and like others have said, partial can be relatively painless.
 
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Abcede

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Mar 28, 2018
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where do you live?
I was in SG back then. Ive waited 3 long yrs to be an official adult and get the stuff I need. Not in SG anymore and finally I have SN, and sleeping pills. Im left with 1 more to get a hold of.. friggin metoclopramide needs prescription. Need to practice my acting skills and to read more on migraines and vomiting. Hopeful for now.
 
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