Like, overall what their did to me, nr of misdiagnoses, failures to refer and delays in healthcare-totally avoidable and preventable if THEY LISTENED to me. I will add details later
But no. I had bad luck to land with some sick, mentally ill Dr. She went general psychiatry route without need causing such suffering and harm to me-I actually started to self harm without previous wants or me being suicidal. 11years later suffering, health deterioration of PHYSICAL condition made me husk of former self and I just can;t bear what overall occured x how they messed up. Like if they do not compensate me for mess they did, only realistic solution is suicide.
So misdiagnoses:
*They confused eczema(whole body-especially face and scalp) and fungal acne(i battled it whole teen years) that can still flare up when I am stressed-with me 'picking on healthy skin' aka psychiatric/perception illness. Where I also suffer from ingrown hair& overall excessive hair growth due to hormonal issues. I am niot picking anything, I am trying to pull out hair on chin, NOT on skin and scars I have are from previous fungal acne battles.
*They misdiagnosed my physical condition(which occured from recommended previously medical treatment with full diagnoses-correct diagnoses) with Body dysmorphia
*They confused Allergy to chemicals(like massive rash on hands) with hand washing OCD
*They confused chronic major pain condition with 'schizophrenia'/other perception or psychological illness
*They were going further and insinuating gender issues/me being transgender(all those diagnoses made by same doctor and other doctors just repeating things recklessly and mindlessly)
*Failures to diagnose 2x other conditions(like after years in chronic pain, I only got diagnose thru private specialist and other diagnose is funnily-psychiatry related BUT nothing from disorders they were suggesting/totally opposite direction)
SO 5x MISDIAGNOSES and 2x failures to diagnose
They also:
*When I was victim of human trafficking, they claimed I am 'antisocial' and pushed me further into hands of my opressors.
*When I freed myself from abuse, they started to allege somebody coerces/controls me
*When I found myself safe housing and started to have it finally more ok, they started to accuse me I am in bad domestic situation
These ppl are reckless. Mindless. What is worse, they do not tell you what they say/think and do not ask-They just make statements in reports/send it off onto next docto or institution. Then harm and abuse continues. They effectively got everything WRONG regarding of diagnoses and situations. Police haven;t protected me,. Haven't stopped harm.
Their behaviour and wrongful treatment led to unbearable harm and suffering. I developed social anxiety where I was ok before, I do not read letters/answer calls especially if I suspect NHS.
Due to psychiatric treatment/me going to pscyhiatric hospital-I ended up victim of furhter accusations towards my parents(accusing them of childhood abuse without any evidences I was ever abused and me never making any disclosures)-I was battered, sexually abused in psychiatric hospital, brutalized, wrongfully imprisoned, physical and verbal threats and violence were used against me. Due to them repeatedly abusing me that I have all psychiatry disorders/perception issues(where there is nothing wrong with me) they robbed me of confidence to report things to Police as they were undermining my credibility and harm kept happening.
Like my losses go to around AT LEAST 50,000£(certain losses) depending on 'how you calculate it'(eg. if you factor in me missing out employment, miss out promotion, miss out many things bcuz of their medical errors and negligence) but it can be realistically anything up to 100,000£. Like I can;t live another life from start, can;t get my time back.
There are further massive debts/other unspecified losses from various life areas, into whcih I was lured/led to by ppl who coercivelly controlled me, how long it lasted. Like physically and psychologically I can;t bear it or sustain it anymore.
Doesn;t matter how I look it, without them admitting negligence, misdiagnoses, failures and so on, and to adequate levels, without relelvant compensation I just can;t carry on. I am fully non functional, can;t work at all, I need extensive private physiotherapy and levels of psychological support NHS do not provide/is unable to meet now due to previous mess they created and that was totally avoidable.
I was told/advised and read some news-medical negligence cases can last/go on for years before any payouts/admissions are made and that it depends sometimes on 'luck'/piece of evidence. Like I read NHS story where woman proved negligence only bcuz she kept some original documents bcuz staff of hospital altered(fabricated) records afterwards to state totally differnet story to what it actually was. Like I hope they will get it right bcuz If they do NOT I am going.
But no. I had bad luck to land with some sick, mentally ill Dr. She went general psychiatry route without need causing such suffering and harm to me-I actually started to self harm without previous wants or me being suicidal. 11years later suffering, health deterioration of PHYSICAL condition made me husk of former self and I just can;t bear what overall occured x how they messed up. Like if they do not compensate me for mess they did, only realistic solution is suicide.
So misdiagnoses:
*They confused eczema(whole body-especially face and scalp) and fungal acne(i battled it whole teen years) that can still flare up when I am stressed-with me 'picking on healthy skin' aka psychiatric/perception illness. Where I also suffer from ingrown hair& overall excessive hair growth due to hormonal issues. I am niot picking anything, I am trying to pull out hair on chin, NOT on skin and scars I have are from previous fungal acne battles.
*They misdiagnosed my physical condition(which occured from recommended previously medical treatment with full diagnoses-correct diagnoses) with Body dysmorphia
*They confused Allergy to chemicals(like massive rash on hands) with hand washing OCD
*They confused chronic major pain condition with 'schizophrenia'/other perception or psychological illness
*They were going further and insinuating gender issues/me being transgender(all those diagnoses made by same doctor and other doctors just repeating things recklessly and mindlessly)
*Failures to diagnose 2x other conditions(like after years in chronic pain, I only got diagnose thru private specialist and other diagnose is funnily-psychiatry related BUT nothing from disorders they were suggesting/totally opposite direction)
SO 5x MISDIAGNOSES and 2x failures to diagnose
They also:
*When I was victim of human trafficking, they claimed I am 'antisocial' and pushed me further into hands of my opressors.
*When I freed myself from abuse, they started to allege somebody coerces/controls me
*When I found myself safe housing and started to have it finally more ok, they started to accuse me I am in bad domestic situation
These ppl are reckless. Mindless. What is worse, they do not tell you what they say/think and do not ask-They just make statements in reports/send it off onto next docto or institution. Then harm and abuse continues. They effectively got everything WRONG regarding of diagnoses and situations. Police haven;t protected me,. Haven't stopped harm.
Their behaviour and wrongful treatment led to unbearable harm and suffering. I developed social anxiety where I was ok before, I do not read letters/answer calls especially if I suspect NHS.
Due to psychiatric treatment/me going to pscyhiatric hospital-I ended up victim of furhter accusations towards my parents(accusing them of childhood abuse without any evidences I was ever abused and me never making any disclosures)-I was battered, sexually abused in psychiatric hospital, brutalized, wrongfully imprisoned, physical and verbal threats and violence were used against me. Due to them repeatedly abusing me that I have all psychiatry disorders/perception issues(where there is nothing wrong with me) they robbed me of confidence to report things to Police as they were undermining my credibility and harm kept happening.
Like my losses go to around AT LEAST 50,000£(certain losses) depending on 'how you calculate it'(eg. if you factor in me missing out employment, miss out promotion, miss out many things bcuz of their medical errors and negligence) but it can be realistically anything up to 100,000£. Like I can;t live another life from start, can;t get my time back.
There are further massive debts/other unspecified losses from various life areas, into whcih I was lured/led to by ppl who coercivelly controlled me, how long it lasted. Like physically and psychologically I can;t bear it or sustain it anymore.
Doesn;t matter how I look it, without them admitting negligence, misdiagnoses, failures and so on, and to adequate levels, without relelvant compensation I just can;t carry on. I am fully non functional, can;t work at all, I need extensive private physiotherapy and levels of psychological support NHS do not provide/is unable to meet now due to previous mess they created and that was totally avoidable.
I was told/advised and read some news-medical negligence cases can last/go on for years before any payouts/admissions are made and that it depends sometimes on 'luck'/piece of evidence. Like I read NHS story where woman proved negligence only bcuz she kept some original documents bcuz staff of hospital altered(fabricated) records afterwards to state totally differnet story to what it actually was. Like I hope they will get it right bcuz If they do NOT I am going.
