New user, disabled.

[metalpi]

Im a guy and I'm disabled, I have chronic pain and I've been trying to end my life for awhile. I don't want to die but I don't want to not die either however death can be quite reasonable for me regardless. I don't believe there is any reason for snyone to be alive or not be alive and that I should have autonomy in my life…

anyways I'm trying to find freedom from psychiatry, not that things haven't worked but I'm coming to a point where I just don't want to anymore, or at least heavily indifferent but being indifferent doesn't allow me to wake up in the morning and be able to exist and just wake up so fuck

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really awful how this life can torture people, it's undeniably such a cruel world that we exist in, but anyway I wish you the best of luck.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Welcome to the forum. I'm sorry you are in so much pain. I can't imagine having to live like that. I hope you can find sollace here.

 

[MBY85]

I am disabled too. I depend on other people and I can't ctb because my lack of autonomy. I am sick of being a burden.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

I am disabled too. I depend on other people and I can't ctb because my lack of autonomy. I am sick of being a burden.

I'm so sorry— I have the same dilemma

 

[Zegers]

I have a disability too. it's tiresome. My choice of ctb is made up.