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[Peter_pan90]

Hello everyone, im new here. Hope to find a place I can share my stories and suicide struggles! I am an Heroine addict, and that was my coping mechanism to fight depression since nothing else was working for me.
Been to rehab a few times but if you ask me, it does more worse than good. My parents think im a loser. I was bullied at school from a early age at that messed with me forever. How do you guys do it? whats the point in being alive anymore? Im about to just OD on heroin and get it over it....

 

[TheQ22]

Hello and welcome, I hope you stick around for a while. Very nice people here.

 

[Peter_pan90]

Hello and welcome, I hope you stick around for a while. Very nice people here.

Thanks. Yeah been looking all over the place, so much info and threads dont know where even to start!

 

[Sweet Release]

Sounds like you've had a rough time.
You might find people here who can relate to what you've been through.

 

[whywere]

HELLO!!!! WELCOME great to have you as a new member. WE all care and have empathy towards everyone and I for one LOVE sanctioned suicide. Again, welcome to sanctioned suicide global family member!!!!

 

[nitroautnz]

Welcome here! You more than welcome to share your story here, you will find a very nice and supportive community. im sorry you ended finding life so terrible you ended up here.Will all come from a different way, but we probably come like you because we looking to ctb ora form of support while finding the best way to do it! i personally plan to finish it in the next few weeks month, too tired to live in this world ...

 

[Peter_pan90]

Sounds like you've had a rough time.
You might find people here who can relate to what you've been through.

My parents are in a nice life position, and yet me I have prostitutes and homeless people as friends. And they have the biggest hearts ive seen. Its sad to see such broken lives and yet relate to them, cause i dont like to hang around with the guys next door type of person.

Welcome here! You more than welcome to share your story here, you will find a very nice and supportive community. im sorry you ended finding life so terrible you ended up here.Will all come from a different way, but we probably come like you because we looking to ctb ora form of support while finding the best way to do it! i personally plan to finish it in the next few weeks month, too tired to live in this world ...

ctb? what you mean?

 

[nitroautnz]

My parents are in a nice life position, and yet me I have prostitutes and homeless people as friends. And they have the biggest hearts ive seen. Its sad to see such broken lives and yet relate to them, cause i dont like to hang around with the guys next door type of person.

ctb? what you mean?

That why we find a second family here! Lots of caring and nice people. That share the same burden.

 

[DyingAlf]

ctb? what you mean?

ctb = catch the bus = cease to breathe (Kill oneself/die by suicide)

 

[nitroautnz]

Sorry my brain is a bit of a mush at the moment didn't see your edit
Cheers @DyingAlf

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

sorry you've found yourself here, but i hope this site brings you some peace of mind. living is hell.

 

[Peter_pan90]

Thanks guys, love you all already.

 

[MariV]

welcome. i also suffered bullying and a plethora of other adversities in my life. im indeed writing this lying on a hospital bed. remember that no one chooses unhappiness...who would? you simply got bad cards. i hope you find some relief here

 

[Sinkinshyp]

I'm sorry what has brought you here. This is an amazing group of very supportive folks. Welcome to SS

 

[Peter_pan90]

I'm sorry what has brought you here. This is an amazing group of very supportive folks. Welcome to SS

thank you so much!

 

[Hopeindeath!]

Welcome.

 

[StateOfMind]

Welcome! How do you get good heroin and equipment?

 

[Ghost2211]

Hello, it rough when family doesn't understand addiction. It's awesome you have compassion for and found friendship with the people society tends to be the cruelest too. Everyone deserves love and respect regardless of social status. I hope you find what you're looking for here.

 

[Peter_pan90]

welcome. i also suffered bullying and a plethora of other adversities in my life. im indeed writing this lying on a hospital bed. remember that no one chooses unhappiness...who would? you simply got bad cards. i hope you find some relief here

hope you recover soon!

Hello, it rough when family doesn't understand addiction. It's awesome you have compassion for and found friendship with the people society tends to be the cruelest too. Everyone deserves love and respect regardless of social status. I hope you find what you're looking for here.

yes the people society rejects, have been the kindest to me. Even though im the typical guy next door. I rather hang around with them.

Welcome! How do you get good heroin and equipment?

I buy from street sellers. Have been doing that for a while now.