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[menherachan.]

hey guys , just joined here. i wish to find answers to all my questions and advices i need here..or simply just to be heard with no judgment or sugarcoating . this is my first post so I'll just introduce myself. call me by Menhera (its not a name i know but i like to pretend it is) I'm 19 , I've attempted multiple times throughout middle school and high school so idek how im here but im not as suicidal as i used to be luckily now that i have a partner . however i suffer from psychotic episodes and tend to get some urges frequently . i do plan to cbt , but im postponing it until I'm at least 25-30 , or at least thats what i promised my partner. i hope to make acquaintance with people here until then ^__^

 

[Judah]

I want to welcome you to this beautiful community
Many of us here go through difficult times and we can understand you and empathize with you. I hope you feel this place is a safe place where you can let off steam or talk to someone if you need it.
I send you a hug and if you want to chat with someone, I'm here if you need

 

[menherachan.]

I want to welcome you to this beautiful community
Many of us here go through difficult times and we can understand you and empathize with you. I hope you feel this place is a safe place where you can let off steam or talk to someone if you need it.
I send you a hug and if you want to chat with someone, I'm here if you need

thank you , much appreciated:) sending you a hug too

 

[MidnightCat]

Welcome.

I like the fact that you're postponing it. Here... we might all want to ctb, but that should be "the last resort", the last bullet.

There's a lot of good people in the forum, try to use it as a tool to hopefully be a little bit better if possible.

I'm sorry about the psychotic episodes, are you taking meds for them?

 

[plushjuggybandit]

hi! im new here too :) had 2 prior attempts, once in middle school and one in high school.
im sorry you're dealing with these feelings too, theyre not fun at all :( i hope you can find a safe space here where you can speak as freely you want without judgement :)

 

[LocalAngel]

Welcome welcome~ I hope you can find some comfort here. ^^

 

[weex]

helloo im glad u decided to join this website, it's a very kind and understanding place
im sort of new too
hope we can be friends <3

 

[PlasticFace]

Hi! I joined earlier this month so I'm pretty new too. This is a great place with a great community of people that can really understand what you're going through. People like us need to have a place to talk freely, without judgment. I hope you find comfort here :)

 

[menherachan.]

Welcome.

I like the fact that you're postponing it. Here... we might all want to ctb, but that should be "the last resort", the last bullet.

There's a lot of good people in the forum, try to use it as a tool to hopefully be a little bit better if possible.

I'm sorry about the psychotic episodes, are you taking meds for them?

I did take meds that were prescribed to me by a doctor but they made me feel 10x more suicidal, i hated it , so i stopped taking those meds , i couldn't handle how low and numb they made me feel ngl i know that's their purpose but i felt so "not myself" and i hate not being in full control of myself

 

[rest in peace]

hey guys , just joined here. i wish to find answers to all my questions and advices i need here..or simply just to be heard with no judgment or sugarcoating . this is my first post so I'll just introduce myself. call me by Menhera (its not a name i know but i like to pretend it is) I'm 19 , I've attempted multiple times throughout middle school and high school so idek how im here but im not as suicidal as i used to be luckily now that i have a partner . however i suffer from psychotic episodes and tend to get some urges frequently . i do plan to cbt , but im postponing it until I'm at least 25-30 , or at least thats what i promised my partner. i hope to make acquaintance with people here until then ^__^

im new here too, tho ill prolly cbt in a year IF i delay it that long

 

[menherachan.]

im new here too, tho ill prolly cbt in a year IF i delay

i see . i hope your journey was memorable and your travel would be peaceful. hope we can be friends while you're still here :)

 

[draingang]

hi! i also just joined a few days ago and this community seems lovely for the most part although i've already seen some toxicity which kinda sucks but ig you can't escape toxic people anywhere.
i hope we can be friends :)

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best and I hope that you find what you are looking for on here.

 

[Zegers]

 

[virgilwalks]

We are here for you. Your life has worth.