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[puppydoggy]

hi im not sure what i should put this under? but ithink this is good. i feel like my life keeps getting worse even though im trying so desperately to make it better. i tried ctb back in august of this year after getting out of a 3 year toxic relationship the month before. it didn't work. so im still here but i feel so close to trying again but im not sure what i would even do or if i should or how i would go about it this time. i guess anyone have any suggestions? im trying to exhaust all my options, imtrying meds again recently and if it doesnt work im really only about 1 thing away from trying to ctb again

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand it is a hopeless feeling when things just get worse. I'm sorry you are going through this, living really is painful. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.