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[Gromit-CTB]

Hi I'm a new member, I was here as guest for a while but created account yesterday. I did have a friend on here but he ctb early hours of Saturday morning. I know some of you chatted with him and I will PM you soon.

I am also ready to CTB but am looking at different ways to most of you. SN is out as almost impossible to get here. Partial or full is also not for me. Jumping not a fan of.

I am not going to go into why I am ready for ctb long a story and to painful for me to write down

So far I am down to 3 methods all a little left field from the norm but here goes. Would appreciate anyone with chemistry knowledge to correct my understanding

1. Cyanide - cherry pits approx 200-250 crushed and added to water, alternative would be 400 apple seeds again with water. These are easy purchased from rain forest site or auction site
2. Nicotine vape juice - 250ml bottle of pure nicotine 72% VG juice
3. Iron poisoning - iron supplements quantity unknown

Yes I know they will hurt and far easier methods but am very limited to what I can get and social anxiety means leaving house is impossible.

Again I know you cant tell me exactly what to do but if you understand chemistry and toxins I would appreciate a PM.

Finally those who knew my friend I thank you for making his last days happy.

 

[DD2020]

Welcome

 

[Uh huh]

I'm so sorry for your loss, I hope your friend found peace

 

[hoping to lose hope]

I hope you find a way to research alternative methods if you do not want to simply damage yourself :3
It is a shame you felt the need to die but we are all familiar with that so welcome.
I am a lurkfag also and only just made an account recently.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I'm so sorry for your loss, I hope your friend found peace

He is finally at peace

 

[Ghost2211]

Hello, and welcome. I'm sorry for your loss, and that more conventional methods are not an option for you. I hope you find an alternative that is effective and not too painful.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I hope you find a way to research alternative methods if you do not want to simply damage yourself :3
It is a shame you felt the need to die but we are all familiar with that so welcome.
I am a lurkfag also and only just made an account recently.

I have very limited resources and these are my only real options just need someone with toxin / poison knowledge to advise again through a PM as not wanting to break rules

 

[hoping to lose hope]

Have you tried to research what you would like to know from others yourself?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Have you tried to research what you would like to know from others yourself?

I have tried and what I posted above is what I have managed to pull together, was just hoping someone on here had a better understanding than me and could either correct or confirm my research. I know it's not the norm but as I said am basically housebound and stuck for any other methods

 

[Ghost2211]

This reminds me, what ever happened to the guy that ate rosary peas? Does anyone know if that effective?

 

[sadworld]

Hey, welcome to the forum! I hope you'll find the peace you desire!

 

[Gromit-CTB]

This reminds me, what ever happened to the guy that ate rosary peas? Does anyone know if that effective?

Ooohhh is that a thing to look at. Think rain forest site has them

 

[Ghost2211]

Ooohhh is that a thing to look at. Think rain forest site has them

I don't know much about it, or if it worked. I think he said it takes days to kill.... I would see if you can find his post, and do a lot of research into it first. Eating seeds for cyanide just made me think of that guys post. sorry this was way too long ago for me to remember who it was.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

I don't know much about it, or if it worked. I think he said it takes days to kill.... I would see if you can find his post, and do a lot of research into it first. Eating seeds for cyanide just made me think of that guys post. sorry this was way too long ago for me to remember who it was.

Sorry for the questions I will have a look. Thank you

 

[am1485]

Welcome. So sorry for your loss

 

[death137]

Welcome

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Welcome

Thanks

 

[depressedsally]

Hi I'm a new member, I was here as guest for a while but created account yesterday. I did have a friend on here but he ctb early hours of Saturday morning. I know some of you chatted with him and I will PM you soon.

I am also ready to CTB but am looking at different ways to most of you. SN is out as almost impossible to get here. Partial or full is also not for me. Jumping not a fan of.

I am not going to go into why I am ready for ctb long a story and to painful for me to write down

So far I am down to 3 methods all a little left field from the norm but here goes. Would appreciate anyone with chemistry knowledge to correct my understanding

1. Cyanide - cherry pits approx 200-250 crushed and added to water, alternative would be 400 apple seeds again with water. These are easy purchased from rain forest site or auction site
2. Nicotine vape juice - 250ml bottle of pure nicotine 72% VG juice
3. Iron poisoning - iron supplements quantity unknown

Yes I know they will hurt and far easier methods but am very limited to what I can get and social anxiety means leaving house is impossible.

Again I know you cant tell me exactly what to do but if you understand chemistry and toxins I would appreciate a PM.

Finally those who knew my friend I thank you for making his last days happy.

He will always be in my heart

 

[Gromit-CTB]

He will always be in my heart

And mine. He was genuinely a decent guy that had a crap life from very young age. But still an amazing friend

 

[depressedsally]

And mine. He was genuinely a decent guy that had a crap life from very young age. But still an amazing friend

Well he's out of pain and at rest now

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Well he's out of pain and at rest now

Thank you for thinking of him

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Thanks for all messages. Appreciate them, I think I have found solution abrin poisoning. Yes it's slow and potentially painful, but then again this world is slow and painful. Putting in order now for the seeds so hope to be gone by next week

 

[depressedsally]

Thanks for all messages. Appreciate them, I think I have found solution abrin poisoning. Yes it's slow and potentially painful, but then again this world is slow and painful. Putting in order now for the seeds so hope to be gone by next week

Wouldn't you look at other ways this is slow and horrid way please re think

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Wouldn't you look at other ways this is slow and horrid way please re think

I am limited on ways. This looks certain as no antidote

 

[depressedsally]

I am limited on ways. This looks certain as no antidote

There are other way believe me

 

[Ghost2211]

Thanks for all messages. Appreciate them, I think I have found solution abrin poisoning. Yes it's slow and potentially painful, but then again this world is slow and painful. Putting in order now for the seeds so hope to be gone by next week

you would basically be shitting blood for a few days. There however is no antidote for it, so make absolutely sure that's the path you wanna take since once you start chewing on them that's the end of it. Symptom onset is about eight hours, and death is about three days or so. It's easy to get, and it is effective, but it won't necessarily be pleasant. One would expect a lot of G.I. symptoms

 

[Kruger]

Thanks for all messages. Appreciate them, I think I have found solution abrin poisoning. Yes it's slow and potentially painful, but then again this world is slow and painful. Putting in order now for the seeds so hope to be gone by next week

Why not just order sn online? That way you don't need to leave the house?

 

[Gromit-CTB]

you would basically be shitting blood for a few days. There however is no antidote for it, so make absolutely sure that's the path you wanna take since once you start chewing on them that's the end of it. Symptom onset is about eight hours, and death is about three days or so. It's easy to get, and it is effective, but it won't necessarily be pleasant. One would expect a lot of G.I. symptoms

I know it doesn't look great but thinking 30 seeds might speed up the symptoms and I know for sure once I start I will be at peace

 

[Ghost2211]

I know it doesn't look great but thinking 30 seeds might speed up the symptoms and I know for sure once I start I will be at peace

Yeah I would say 30 would probably do the trick . Don't swallow them whole or the shell will prevent absorption . Also be VERY careful not to get any dust in your eyes or nose, and do not inhale it.

 

[Gromit-CTB]

Why not just order sn online? That way you don't need to leave the house?

SN takes to long to arrive, that's if it does arrive. To many people not getting it

Yeah I would say 30 would probably do the trick . Don't swallow them whole or the shell will prevent resorption. Also be VERY careful not to get any dust in your eyes or nose, and do not inhale it.

Am going to grind them up and add water to drink in one go. Thanks for warning about eyes etc