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[cowbain]

I joined this site because after using general platforms to find support (mainly Reddit, discord, and Omegle) I was left empty handed.

Some of the reasons I feel suicidal is because of trauma, an abusive family, and severe mental illnesses. Everyone says that things get better but honestly things have just gotten worse for me. Like yeah over the past years of bullshit my character, perspective, and personality has changed for the better because I've grown and learned a lot from all the bullshit things that have happened to me but life still sticks and I'm still in pain, that part hasn't changed. Even if I decided to live in this world what would be the point? Life isn't always something that's beautiful.

Anyways if anyone would like to spend this miserable existence distracting ourselves thorough conversation I don't mind doing voice calls, just pm me.

Also I don't really know the guidelines of posting, so my apologies if i did something wrong x

 

[Elias]

Sorry you're there. I hope your stay with us will provide all the informations and peace you need. There's a chat if you'd like to have conversations with other people!

 

[Squiddy]

Welcome to SS

 

[alexithymia]

Sorry that you're here but still, welcome. I hope you it helps distract from the pain a bit.

 

[First loss]

Hello and welcome to the community! I hope you have a good time here.

Life in general is really pointless. It is just a one big sandbox game, where you can do pretty much what you want.

 

[Sweet emotion]

Hello and welcome to the community! I hope you have a good time here.

Life in general is really pointless. It is just a one big sandbox game, where you can do pretty much what you want.

I don't think life is pointless. I see tons of people who are happy and lead very fulfilling lives. But it's not like that for everyone unfortunately. Some people have severe mental problems and are unable to see how wonderful life can be.

 

[First loss]

I don't think life is pointless. I see tons of people who are happy and lead very fulfilling lives. But it's not like that for everyone unfortunately. Some people have severe mental problems and are unable to see how wonderful life can be.

True, but there is no really a significant goal to it, you are born, you do live and do stuff, and you die. What you do while you live does not matter in the slightest once you drop dead.

 

[Sweet emotion]

True, but there is no really a significant goal to it, you are born, you do live and do stuff, and you die. What you do while you live does not matter in the slightest once you drop dead.

But being miserable your whole life is pointless.

 

[Dawn0071111]

I joined this site because after using general platforms to find support (mainly Reddit, discord, and Omegle) I was left empty handed.

Some of the reasons I feel suicidal is because of trauma, an abusive family, and severe mental illnesses. Everyone says that things get better but honestly things have just gotten worse for me. Like yeah over the past years of bullshit my character, perspective, and personality has changed for the better because I've grown and learned a lot from all the bullshit things that have happened to me but life still sticks and I'm still in pain, that part hasn't changed. Even if I decided to live in this world what would be the point? Life isn't always something that's beautiful.

Anyways if anyone would like to spend this miserable existence distracting ourselves thorough conversation I don't mind doing voice calls, just pm me.

Also I don't really know the guidelines of posting, so my apologies if i did something wrong x

Welcome... I really resonate with your post. Fellow trauma survivor here.. Also come from an abused background. Sometimes we do grow & learn, but for whatever reason, it is not enough. ... Each of our suffering is unique and we try to find connection in our pain... which I see happens here on SS. Lots of honesty & support here.

But being miserable your whole life is pointless.

Gurl... thats why we are on this site wanting to die to end the pointlessness of it all! Lol. I think we have to create our own meaning in life, and some of us maybe stuggle with doing so for many reasons.