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- Feb 2, 2020
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This year I've taken action to try and improve my life. I've been working almost all year, saving diligently. I've been working hard to improve at university. I started therapy and treatment for my mental health issues.
It takes a lot for me to keep myself in one piece everyday and exhausts all my energy to keep up with day to day activities, hobbies and exercise. I really try my hardest.
I'm not really social. I don't speak to people IRL expect for my therapist, family and work colleagues. I don't have friends that I go out with.
I understand that this is not ideal. But I'm so frustrated with my family asking why I'm such a loner, why don't I bring home a boyfriend, why can't I just make friends. It's just not that easy for me and it seems like all my other efforts are not acknowledged. It's just exhausting.
It takes a lot for me to keep myself in one piece everyday and exhausts all my energy to keep up with day to day activities, hobbies and exercise. I really try my hardest.
I'm not really social. I don't speak to people IRL expect for my therapist, family and work colleagues. I don't have friends that I go out with.
I understand that this is not ideal. But I'm so frustrated with my family asking why I'm such a loner, why don't I bring home a boyfriend, why can't I just make friends. It's just not that easy for me and it seems like all my other efforts are not acknowledged. It's just exhausting.