hacha
breathing...
- Sep 1, 2024
- 7
Ive started my healing journey, but Im afraid it wont work out. Im tired, I just want to be normal and have some fun. It pisses me off how ppl can just live without worries and be fun and spontaneous. I just cant and probably never will. I have fun sometimes, but its like, idk it doesnt feel right. I will always be a broken sad kid, Itll never be enough. At least if I cant have fun I just want to be at peace. I dont want to put the effort, I dont want to learn another lesson. I wish I could disappear from this stupid world. But CTB is just another obstacle without turning back, and there is still a small drop of hope that things will be fine someday.