Never cared about my future

[toms_space_station]

At some point in my childhood I said to myself that one day, in the future, I will lose control and snap.
And when I snap, it will cause me to take my life and die young.
I ended up thinking that this was the way my life was meant to end.
So I stopped caring.
Gave up on school and sports.
Stopped caring about my future.
Stopped having goals and dreams.

 

[Astronomer]

Hi,
First of all, i'm sorry how you are feeling & i do hope you find you're purpose again.

Secondly, i am a astronomy nerd, i see you must like space, aliens, etc etc judging that by you're name and picture, i'm also into this, if you ever fancy a conversation, we can share a passion in conversation, it might not help, but just thought i would offer.

Good luck with finding yourself again.

 

[Rn110bg101]

Pretty much the same. I remember one time when I was a kid, thinking "what's the point in learning? I'll be dead before I need to use anything".
Never bothered learning anything, and then ended up getting brain damage from my depression. Now even if I lived somehow I have no future.

I hope you find purpose again. It feels empty without one.

 

[Ulisses]

I'm also giving up on my future. I tried in vain, I made a mistake anyway. it is no longer worth being part of society.

 

[StringPuppet]

I started flunking back in elementary school, it's actually amazing how little I cared about life throughout my 24 years.

 

[Good4Nothing]

Me too.
I never believed I had a future, so never planned or prepared for one.
Now I'm 48 and I've never been married, never had kids, never owned a house, never owned a new car, have zero credit, no savings, no health insurance...
I've basically spent my whole life living like I'm 23. And now I have nothing.