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FreeMePlease22

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Nov 16, 2024
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Hi all,

36/F here with a history of CPTSD / Depression / Anxiety / ADHD. I've gone through all sorts of different therapies to no avail and years of chronic stress has more or less destroyed my body with chronic illness. That coupled with the loss of my teens, 20's, and 30's results in a level of grief that I cannot hold anymore. I feel like my life has been wasted.

That being said, I am ready to move on from this world. It has nothing to offer me. The only thing that's kept me tethered to this planet is my fear of messing up and putting myself in a horrible position (brain damage, becoming a vegetable, etc). After everything I've researched, Nembutal may be the most gentle way to exit planet Earth. I know this is damn near impossible to obtain and it looks like Mexico has made this much harder to get due to the uptick in suicide tourism.

I was wondering if anyone here has successfully been able to obtain Nembutal and if so, could you offer any suggestions? Alternatively, if any countries will offer assistance for those with mental illness, then I'm more than happy to listen. I'm from the US and things are pretty locked down over here.

I apologize if I missed any information about this that's already been posted. I'm still getting oriented to this forum. Thank you for your time.
 
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nihilistic_dragon

nihilistic_dragon

Dead already. Just need to dispose of my body now.
Aug 6, 2024
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If you do a search on this forum, you will find that people have had mixed experiences buying it in South America. Mexico doesn't seem like an option anymore unfortunately.
 
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ThisIsMe1357

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May 20, 2024
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If I remember correctly, except for Switzerland, you first and foremost have to be a citizen of a specific country to even be considered for any kind of a suicide program that country offers, whether for mental illness or not. The only exception is the Netherlands where a doctor "has to be convinced, based on the patient's medical history, that their situation is unbearable and cannot be improved". This basically means that you would need to have visited a doctor in the Netherlands for a long time for them to be able to greenlight euthanasia for you. It would not be possible for you to simply move to the country and request euthanasia in a few weeks.

The only country where it is at least possible for a foreigner to undergo assisted suicide is Switzerland. The organization which might be willing to help even people with a mental illness is called Dignitas. Since you claim to have tried many different therapies, you would need all those reports you have collected over time as evidence that your situation cannot be improved. You can contact Dignitas simply by email and then you will see what happens from there.

You would also need a lot of money, even though the organization may offer discounts if you are poor, but I personally have no experience with that, they only claim something like that is possible on their website.
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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I know of at least 2 who were able to recently get it in Peru. If you look through the threads you may find info.🌹💔
 

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