Help Need to ctb

[JackisSuffering]

I've been living in hell since months, my family father, put me in.. every second is hell since I'm lying literally empty..now at their home in punjab india, need to ctb immediately, tried to go in a hotel with bathtub when i was in Delhi, that didn't work, gunshot always been my preferred method…I don't know how much time I have at their home, trying to arrange a gun..pls suggest regarding gunshot or any other method I could use to ctb fast relatively quick & painless like gunshot.. not like hanging

 

[FuneralCry]

It really sounds like you've suffered a lot, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing but anyway I wish you the best, I hope that you find the relief you are searching for.