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whatstheporpoise15
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- Jul 5, 2022
- 49
I'm not sure if I'll get the opportunity to drown myself in the pool before the summer ends, but if I do, I want to be passed out for it. I have a good stash of benzos but I'm concerned about an "interaction" with drowning. If a benzo overdose represses your breathing, would that mean it would take longer for the water to get into my lungs and kill me, or would the already slow breathing be a benefit. I really don't want to be awake for it. I don't really have a ton of options and life is intolerable. Even if I ever get past this awful patch I'm in, I don't think life is worth living. I'm so sick of people saying "it will get better." It's such bullshit! It might get better for a month or two but my life has been one shitty struggle after the next and I'm tired.