need advice

[setmefree]

Hi
I feel so sick, tired and bad about myself. I constantly think of dying since 5months. But I am afraid to do It because I am afraid to fail. And I feel so bad for my family, thats whats keeping me alive. But I feel so bad and have so much pain , mentally, emotionally and physically. I won't live anymore.
I wanna take 10g morphium, 25mg digoxin and 500mg diazepam.. Will this be enough?
thanks for advice

 

[faust]

I am so sorry, life is so painful for you... Do you feel you need to talk to anybody there?
Btw I can't see Propranolol in the list, it is usually taken together. PePH does not say what it is for, but may expect it is against the anxiety

 

[Yomyom]

Acording 'dignified dying' 1 gram of morphine is enough, although they mentioned they don't advise morphine.
There is no special part on morphine there but they said it's the same instructions like oxycodone.
I upload here the screen shot about oxycodone.
Note- I not really understand in that, but maybe a healthy person will need more than what is written there

 

[setmefree]

I am so sorry, life is so painful for you... Do you feel you need to talk to anybody there?
Btw I can't see Propranolol in the list, it is usually taken together. PePH does not say what it is for, but may expect it is against the anxiety

Thank u so much.. I will take the mix today i think.. Yes I do not have the propranolol, its hard to get in my country.. and thats the reason why I am a bit afraid that it won't work.. I have mixed some other pills in the mixture but Idk what it is.. my dealer gave this to me.. Yeah I would like to talk because I don't wanna feel alone in the last hours.. Can I write to you?

 

[faust]

Thank u so much.. I will take the mix today i think.. Yes I do not have the propranolol, its hard to get in my country.. and thats the reason why I am a bit afraid that it won't work.. I have mixed some other pills in the mixture but Idk what it is.. my dealer gave this to me.. Yeah I would like to talk because I don't wanna feel alone in the last hours.. Can I write to you?

Yes, of course, we can talk! I wonder how you got Morphine, but did not get Propranolol

 

[setmefree]

Acording 'dignified dying' 1 gram of morphine is enough, although they mentioned they don't advise morphine.
There is no special part on morphine there but they said it's the same instructions like oxycodone.
I upload here the screen shot about oxycodone.
Note- I not really understand in that, but maybe a healthy person will need more than what is written there

thanks. the morphium I have is also slowly-released. But I opend the tablets and crushed it.. I think like this all stuff will be released.

Yes, of course, we can talk! I wonder how you got Morphine, but did not get Propranolol

from the dealer. Morphium is in a medication for drug addicted. and he could give this to me. But propranolol is like a normal medication in my country, not beeing used as drugs.. My dealer gave me some pills that should be propranolol, But i think its something else.. ( sorry my english is not that well)

thanks. the morphium I have is also slowly-released. But I opend the tablets and crushed it.. I think like this all stuff will be released.

from the dealer. Morphium is in a medication for drug addicted. and he could give this to me. But propranolol is like a normal medication in my country, not beeing used as drugs.. My dealer gave me some pills that should be propranolol, But i think its something else.. ( sorry my english is not that well)

also I have 5hours left, till somebody gets home.. Will this be enough time??

 

[faust]

thanks. the morphium I have is also slowly-released. But I opend the tablets and crushed it.. I think like this all stuff will be released.

from the dealer. Morphium is in a medication for drug addicted. and he could give this to me. But propranolol is like a normal medication in my country, not beeing used as drugs.. My dealer gave me some pills that should be propranolol, But i think its something else.. ( sorry my english is not that well)

also I have 5hours left, till somebody gets home.. Will this be enough time??

Sorry, what was the dose of Propranolol in PePH, I just don't have it nearby?

 

[setmefree]

Sorry, what was the dose of Propranolol in PePH, I just don't have it nearby?

2g

Yes, of course, we can talk! I wonder how you got Morphine, but did not get Propranolol

Why does the message box not work, is this normal or just for my account not possible? :) (sorry I am new registred, dont get it so well)

 

[Yomyom]

I have 5hours left, till somebody gets home.. Will this be enough time??

Morphine takes time, up to 48 hours becareful

 

[faust]

2g

Why does the message box not work, is this normal or just for my account not possible? :) (sorry I am new registred, dont get it so well)

Now should be okay, you already have 10 posts :)
And OMG, it is 200 tablets! I guess this is a very important substance

 

[setmefree]

Morphine takes time, up to 48 hours becareful

thx.. but with the digoxin and diazepam together??

Now should be okay, you already have 10 posts :)
And OMG, it is 200 tablets! I guess this is a very important substance

yes.. but I think alone the morphium should be enough , or I am wrong?
Can u message me, Its not working on my profile

 

[faust]

thx.. but with the digoxin and diazepam together??

yes.. but I think alone the morphium should be enough , or I am wrong?
Can u message me, Its not working on my profile

Well, maybe better if you get 80 or 160 mgs. But it is still very much. Can't miss that point

 

[Yomyom]

I'm not familiar with digoxin, but I know that also with diazepam it can still couple of hours, acording what I read the main goal of the diazepam is to put you a sleep fast, and to prevent Seizures.
And don't forget anti emetic

 

[setmefree]

I'm not familiar with digoxin, but I know that also with diazepam it can still couple of hours, acording what I read the main goal of the diazepam is to put you a sleep fast, and to prevent Seizures.
And don't forget anti emetic

thanks yomyom.. digoxin is for the heart. Very toxic in that dose. Will stop my heartbeat I think

Morphine takes time, up to 48 hours becareful

Idk if I should take it now with the 5h range

 

[Yomyom]

I'll hope you'll find your peace

 

[setmefree]

I'll hope you'll find your peace

thanks.. the same for you!!

 

[faust]

thanks yomyom.. digoxin is for the heart. Very toxic in that dose. Will stop my heartbeat I think

Idk if I should take it now with the 5h range

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...rs-painkillers-draft.29822/page-2#post-550755

This is for SN, but idk why should we need propranolol in such an amount during this method. Probably it slows heart much and reduces blood pressure which will make you die combining with other meds

thanks.. the same for you!!❤

Sure, we forgot one thing. Will you be taking antiemetics?

 

[setmefree]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...rs-painkillers-draft.29822/page-2#post-550755

This is for SN, but idk why should we need propranolol in such an amount during this method. Probably it slows heart much and reduces blood pressure which will make you die combining with other meds

Sure, we forgot one thing. Will you be taking antiemetics?

Yes and i think also without, I won't throw up because I couldn't throw up in the past months even when I wanted

 

[yetme]

10g morphium is more than enough to do the trick, but I think this amount will cause vomiting especially if you're not used to opioids. In this case I would recommend crashing the pills mixing them with water in infusing it rectally. anyway morphium is a good way to go. make sure nobody finds you before you cross the bridge

 

[setmefree]

thanks.. I is it working faster, when rectally infused?? And do you think around 4h are enough?

 

[faust]

thanks.. I is it working faster, when rectally infused?? And do you think around 4h are enough?

PePH says it can be way longer sometimes. This is a rarely used method if you consider taking all 3 (supposed to be 4) meds together.

 

[setmefree]

10g morphium is more than enough to do the trick, but I think this amount will cause vomiting especially if you're not used to opioids. In this case I would recommend crashing the pills mixing them with water in infusing it rectally. anyway morphium is a good way to go. make sure nobody finds you before you cross the bridge

also to say, my digestion is a bit slow..

PePH says it can be way longer sometimes. This is a rarely used method if you consider taking all 3 (supposed to be 4) meds together.

yes... hummm idk what to do now.. time is running.. took the anti emetics already just in case.. I am not 100% sure yet if I do it today

 

[faust]

also to say, my digestion is a bit slow..

yes... hummm idk what to do now.. time is running.. took the anti emetics already just in case.. I am not 100% sure yet if I do it today

Damn, I don't want to spread misinformation. Idk if that is enough. According to PePH, 3-drug method is under 1 hour, 4-drug is slower, but death can take considerably longer. You have no propranolol, Idk

 

[setmefree]

Damn, I don't want to spread misinformation. Idk if that is enough. According to PePH, 3-drug method is under 1 hour, 4-drug is slower, but death can take considerably longer. You have no propranolol, Idk

Yes I know.. Maybe I wait till the evening and take it before I go to sleep, then I have round 8h

 

[faust]

Yes I know.. Maybe I wait till the evening and take it before I go to sleep, then I have round 8h

Are there such meds in your country?

• Acebutolol (Sectral)
• Atenolol (Tenormin)
• Bisoprolol (Zebeta)
• Metoprolol (Lopressor, Toprol XL)
• Nadolol (Corgard)
• Nebivolol (Bystolic)
• Propranolol (Inderal, InnoPran XL) ---- this one oddd----------------

 

[setmefree]

Are there such meds in your country?

• Acebutolol (Sectral)
• Atenolol (Tenormin)
• Bisoprolol (Zebeta)
• Metoprolol (Lopressor, Toprol XL)
• Nadolol (Corgard)
• Nebivolol (Bystolic)
• Propranolol (Inderal, InnoPran XL) ---- this one oddd----------------

I will check... thanks a lot!!

Look I got these pills form the dealer, Idk if its propranolol or not?! It should be, but I think it looks different

I will check... thanks a lot!!

Look I got these pills form the dealer, Idk if its propranolol or not?! It should be, but I think it looks different

Otherwhise I will go in front of a train.. This will be lethal for sure..

 

[setmefree]

@faust I really would like to talk to you

 

[faust]

@faust I really would like to talk to you

Feel free to chat!
Edit: Oh, seems that I cannot pm you

 

[setmefree]

Feel free to chat!
Edit: Oh, seems that I cannot pm you

Yes.. I don't know why its not working

 

[faust]

Yes.. I don't know why its not working

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