woosch11
Member
- Jan 23, 2023
- 6
Hey everyone
I wanna ctb ASAP so badly I can't resist. It's not an impulsive decision, I've been wanting to quit this game for my entire life (30 yo). But now my pain is just like… I can't stand it. Nothing special happened, no tragedy. I've just got a feeling i fucked up my DEADline literally and I'm illegally staying here alive, not wanting it at all.
But.. all I've got is a good knife which is still hard to use properly to die and I also can easily buy some 'prescription' drugs in my country like barbiturates not as strong as N, sleep pills, tranquillisers like benzo and so on.
Hanging… I fckn hate it because I tried it once, it's terrible. I live in a small town between the mountains, and there are no higher than 5-storied buildinngs or bridge high enough to jump.
Guys please suggest a method or… which method can be more peaceful with all those pills I can buy? Please name a substance not a trademark because we probably live in different parts of a globe.
I wanna ctb ASAP so badly I can't resist. It's not an impulsive decision, I've been wanting to quit this game for my entire life (30 yo). But now my pain is just like… I can't stand it. Nothing special happened, no tragedy. I've just got a feeling i fucked up my DEADline literally and I'm illegally staying here alive, not wanting it at all.
But.. all I've got is a good knife which is still hard to use properly to die and I also can easily buy some 'prescription' drugs in my country like barbiturates not as strong as N, sleep pills, tranquillisers like benzo and so on.
Hanging… I fckn hate it because I tried it once, it's terrible. I live in a small town between the mountains, and there are no higher than 5-storied buildinngs or bridge high enough to jump.
Guys please suggest a method or… which method can be more peaceful with all those pills I can buy? Please name a substance not a trademark because we probably live in different parts of a globe.
