Need a method within the next year.

[HellLife2]

I have about a grand but can't risk it on something that won't come through. Currently don't have my own place either so shipping is a bitch. But I've looked at SN and concluded I need my own place first and then there's the problem of getting antiemetics.

N is too risky I can't lose 850-1000$. Short drop I tested with a T-shirt but idk if I committed to it or tied it properly. I kept undoing it when it got painful and I don't want to do it wrong and become a vegetable.

I know places to jump but they won't open for another 12 months or so I lost my window.

I looked at inhalation methods but don't have a car so those are too risky to others.

I feel stuck like I can't end my suffering painlessly and easily. My first step is to get my own place again.

Any tips?

 

[LMFAO FOCKERS]

Only you know what works for you. Sounds like you've already done research and declined many viable options. There is nothing more to offer outside of the resources thread on this site.

Most here dont research every method in the world. The come to a decision on about 1 or 2 methods then go from there. Nothing different from what you've already done. Maybe you should continue your research?


Welcome to the forum. Hope you are able to find peace.

 

[HellLife2]

Well SN seems best. Go to a secluded place, take it. The end. Just no idea how I'd get prescription antiemetics and if the Greek eBay seller is the answer, what if it got seized and all I had was SN? It doesn't seem SN is seized but without meto you vomit and it's failure.

Alcohol + excess Paracetamol over a year could do the trick? just drink a shitload destroy your liver.

Other than SN, partial which many here fail and some end up worse off and jumping are really the only sure fire options.

I really don't know how to do this in a fast efficient way without messing up.

 

[Blackjack]

You've got plenty of time to read, research and ask questions to figure out the best method for you.

 

[Kirkscoobz]

Any sedative meds like Codeine or Valium with a small amount of booze will do the trick if you do this in the winter time outside at night time, I guarantee you will sleep and not awake due to Hypothermia.

 

[sleepy dog]

Other than SN, partial which many here fail and some end up worse off and jumping are really the only sure fire options.

There are no "sure fire options". None.