I'm leaving SS this evening, for what I'd like to think is a road to recovery...
To be honest , all I can do with my life at this point is try to make the best of what I have, which is get a little bit of dignity, and get away from all the people and places that suck the life out of me. I missed out on so much...wish I had a restart button.
I could snap , but I promise you I will fight until completely done and drained of energy. Because although I'm not necessarily a good person (I try to be one) , I didn't necessarily deserve to end up like this. As I like to say, we're all a waste of potential guys.
I just wanted to say thank you to anyone who has held my hand while I was at my weakest,lowest, most vulnerable point in life (still am, but getting out of my hikkikomori lifestyle step by step, I have no idea what im doing but at least I'm doing something) . I'm very very touched, and appreciative of the both the warmth I was met with, and the open-hearted, meaningful, filter-less exchanges I've had on here.
Also want to apologize to anyone who might feeI I hold a grudge against them (?) I ignored some users because they were leading me towards a bad headspace, that's all.
I wish the outside world was filled with wisdom, empathy and common sense like this place. I wish I had socialised on here a lil bit more here, but it's just who I am, have trouble making the first step.
I'm bad at...all this affection stuff but....ahem, gonna miss some of y'all, not gonna lie. </3
Wish me luck ...
(Will self ban after this )
To be honest , all I can do with my life at this point is try to make the best of what I have, which is get a little bit of dignity, and get away from all the people and places that suck the life out of me. I missed out on so much...wish I had a restart button.
I could snap , but I promise you I will fight until completely done and drained of energy. Because although I'm not necessarily a good person (I try to be one) , I didn't necessarily deserve to end up like this. As I like to say, we're all a waste of potential guys.
I just wanted to say thank you to anyone who has held my hand while I was at my weakest,lowest, most vulnerable point in life (still am, but getting out of my hikkikomori lifestyle step by step, I have no idea what im doing but at least I'm doing something) . I'm very very touched, and appreciative of the both the warmth I was met with, and the open-hearted, meaningful, filter-less exchanges I've had on here.
Also want to apologize to anyone who might feeI I hold a grudge against them (?) I ignored some users because they were leading me towards a bad headspace, that's all.
I wish the outside world was filled with wisdom, empathy and common sense like this place. I wish I had socialised on here a lil bit more here, but it's just who I am, have trouble making the first step.
I'm bad at...all this affection stuff but....ahem, gonna miss some of y'all, not gonna lie. </3
Wish me luck ...
(Will self ban after this )
