I
ineedtoleave
Student
- Oct 3, 2020
- 133
Dear everyone.
My time is coming... I can feel it.
I have been through years of chronic illness, and the past half year has been the worst with a huge decline.
For years I was able to carry on and save myself, I was strong and determined.
The past 8 months, I don't know why, but my decline has been severe.
Chronic lyme, severe me/cfs, sibo, pots etc etc and now extreme anxiety, depression and racing thoughts and suicidal thoughts 24/7 and insomnia.
I have become a shell of my former self. I do not recognize myself anymore. I am exhausted, I have lost my appearance and glow, my interests, my relationships.
My family honestly doesn't even care anymore and say that I don't want to get better.. it hurts a lot. It's time to leave.
My question.. is vet N (pisabental) really that bad? or is it just like medication.
Any advice is welcome.
Thank you.
My time is coming... I can feel it.
I have been through years of chronic illness, and the past half year has been the worst with a huge decline.
For years I was able to carry on and save myself, I was strong and determined.
The past 8 months, I don't know why, but my decline has been severe.
Chronic lyme, severe me/cfs, sibo, pots etc etc and now extreme anxiety, depression and racing thoughts and suicidal thoughts 24/7 and insomnia.
I have become a shell of my former self. I do not recognize myself anymore. I am exhausted, I have lost my appearance and glow, my interests, my relationships.
My family honestly doesn't even care anymore and say that I don't want to get better.. it hurts a lot. It's time to leave.
My question.. is vet N (pisabental) really that bad? or is it just like medication.
Any advice is welcome.
Thank you.