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ineedtoleave

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Oct 3, 2020
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Dear everyone.

My time is coming... I can feel it.
I have been through years of chronic illness, and the past half year has been the worst with a huge decline.
For years I was able to carry on and save myself, I was strong and determined.
The past 8 months, I don't know why, but my decline has been severe.
Chronic lyme, severe me/cfs, sibo, pots etc etc and now extreme anxiety, depression and racing thoughts and suicidal thoughts 24/7 and insomnia.
I have become a shell of my former self. I do not recognize myself anymore. I am exhausted, I have lost my appearance and glow, my interests, my relationships.
My family honestly doesn't even care anymore and say that I don't want to get better.. it hurts a lot. It's time to leave.

My question.. is vet N (pisabental) really that bad? or is it just like medication.
Any advice is welcome.

Thank you.
 
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TessB

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Oct 13, 2020
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Dear everyone.

My time is coming... I can feel it.
I have been through years of chronic illness, and the past half year has been the worst with a huge decline.
For years I was able to carry on and save myself, I was strong and determined.
The past 8 months, I don't know why, but my decline has been severe.
Chronic lyme, severe me/cfs, sibo, pots etc etc and now extreme anxiety, depression and racing thoughts and suicidal thoughts 24/7 and insomnia.
I have become a shell of my former self. I do not recognize myself anymore. I am exhausted, I have lost my appearance and glow, my interests, my relationships.
My family honestly doesn't even care anymore and say that I don't want to get better.. it hurts a lot. It's time to leave.

My question.. is vet N (pisabental) really that bad? or is it just like medication.
Any advice is welcome.

Thank you.
Yes it really is that bad from what I've read on here and elsewhere. Have you searched past posts on the subject? Is N even something you can get hold of?
My friend @Dazedandconfused32 ctbed with 2 bottles of liquid n. Said the taste was awful but bearable.

I really worry about n taste too. I get sick remember the taste of drugs.
For example this post by @Meretlein
 
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ineedtoleave

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Oct 3, 2020
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Yes it really is that bad from what I've read on here and elsewhere. Have you searched past posts on the subject? Is N even something you can get hold of?

For example this post by @Meretlein
I have read some people say it's awful.. other people say it's not that bad. I was hoping maybe more people have actually tasted it and could maybe shed some light on this.
 
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RedHarlequin

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Jul 8, 2018
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It tastes like chemicals, the taste is really intense. I would take the taste of N instead of jumping or hanging myself any day though.
 
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ineedtoleave

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Oct 3, 2020
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It tastes like chemicals, the taste is really intense. I would take the taste of N instead of jumping or hanging myself any day though.
so you've tried it? Is it so bad so you will likely vomit? I'm thinking of coating my tongue with honey..
 
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RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
so you've tried it? Is it so bad so you will likely vomit? I'm thinking of coating my tongue with honey..
Yes, I have. I don't think you would vomit from the taste, but you still need anti-emetics so you don't vomit afterwards. Honestly I don't think honey would mask the taste, if it is a big concern for you maybe you could get some numbing spray for your mouth, but people take it without any of that in the end of life organizations like dignitas all the time without the taste stopping them.
 
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Yes, I have. I don't think you would vomit from the taste, but you still need anti-emetics so you don't vomit afterwards. Honestly I don't think honey would mask the taste, if it is a big concern for you maybe you could get some numbing spray for your mouth, but people take it without any of that in the end of life organizations like dignitas all the time without the taste stopping them.
Thank you. The people on the videos don't have the vet N though, they have the powder. I am talking about A's N, the liquid vetinary Pisabental. Did you taste that one or the powder? They are different in taste. Thank you. Yes, I do have meto here as an anti-vomiting med.
 
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RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
I have only tasted powder diluted in water.
Thank you. The people on the videos don't have the vet N though, they have the powder. I am talking about A's N, the liquid vetinary Pisabental. Did you taste that one or the powder? They are different in taste. Thank you. Yes, I do have meto here as an anti-vomiting med.
 
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Yes, I have. I don't think you would vomit from the taste, but you still need anti-emetics so you don't vomit afterwards. Honestly I don't think honey would mask the taste, if it is a big concern for you maybe you could get some numbing spray for your mouth, but people take it without any of that in the end of life organizations like dignitas all the time without the taste stopping them.
Did you just take enough to test if it made you drowsy or not? How did it make you feel?
 
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alown

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Mar 13, 2021
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Yes, I have. I don't think you would vomit from the taste, but you still need anti-emetics so you don't vomit afterwards. Honestly I don't think honey would mask the taste, if it is a big concern for you maybe you could get some numbing spray for your mouth, but people take it without any of that in the end of life organizations like dignitas all the time without the taste stopping them.
do you have a specific anti-emetics to suggest? and how long before taking N should I take it?
 
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RedHarlequin

Mage
Jul 8, 2018
530
Did you just take enough to test if it made you drowsy or not? How did it make you feel?
Yeah, I wanted to see how it would make me feel. I took a little bit and it made me feel really peaceful, I didn't have a care in the world. Then about half an hour later I fell asleep.
do you have a specific anti-emetics to suggest? and how long before taking N should I take it?
Metoclopramide is a popular one because it is relatively powerful. I'm not sure about the regimen, you should check the peaceful pill e handbook, it is in the resource section of the website.
 
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Yeah, I wanted to see how it would make me feel. I took a little bit and it made me feel really peaceful, I didn't have a care in the world. Then about half an hour later I fell asleep.

Metoclopramide is a popular one because it is relatively powerful. I'm not sure about the regimen, you should check the peaceful pill e handbook, it is in the resource section of the website.
Do you think it would be relatively easy to drink 200ml based on what you tasted?
 

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