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yaulkan

yaulkan

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Jun 17, 2022
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Can't I get n-powder?
 
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Graytaichi

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Feb 14, 2022
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No. They are meant to sterilize pets.
 
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Hercules

Hercules

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Jan 31, 2021
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No. There are no reliable suppliers of N powder currently. The only known reliable supplier of N is D. He sells the injectable N.
 
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Blerghbleegh

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Apr 8, 2021
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Hello sorry what is N? I am ignorant here just trying to get some inspiration for what to do about my situation
 
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Theanswer

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Jun 26, 2022
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No. There are no reliable suppliers of N powder currently. The only known reliable supplier of N is D. He sells the injectable N.
Injectable? Everything I've read is that you drink the N from D.
 
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LifeHasNoOptIn

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Mar 31, 2022
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Injectable? Everything I've read is that you drink the N from D.
The vials he sends are originally intended to be used as a veterianary injection for pet euthanasia, but the preferred human method of use is to drink it.
 
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Blerghbleegh

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Apr 8, 2021
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How does one get in contact with D?
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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The last supplier of powder N/pentobarbital/nembutal vanished suddenly, a short while after putting it a batch up for sale on their website. It was called Cindicator and the person was commonly referred to as C as a reeof that being the way they were listed in the pph (peaceful pill handbook). There's now only one seller listed in the PPH and they're referred to as D. They sold vetinary N which is suspended in a liquid solution made for animal euthanasia. It doesn't taste very nice but is not really suitable for injection in humans due to the quantity needed. Though the solution itself would work if administered via IV if the sheer quantity wasn't a factor. Its not exactly impossible it just comes with complexity that is out of the average persons remit. Drinking it works and therefore negates the measures needed to IV.

There is a copy of the PPH/PPeH (peaceful pill electronic handbook) available on this forumz stickies in the "suicide discussion" board found on the front page. It's not a good idea to ask for D's contact info as people have been scammed by fake contact details. Similarly there are many edited pirate copies of the pph/ppeh which contain false contact details for D. They're sneakily done in such a manner that even if you already know the contact info it would be easy to be fooled as they will switch a single letter out or add one where you might not notice. Therefore either use the ones stickied as described above or contact the publishers (exit International) via their website and attempt to make a legitimate purchase of it there. One caveat surrounding purchasing the book however, is that it is a subsceiption model now and they only sell it to people above 50yrs of age with health conditions. If you're younger and/or your reason for making the purchase is based around mental health issues you will likely find yourself turned away. They do make exceptions for people below 50yrs old if they have significant health issues. They will ask for medical records/proof and will want a you to upload photo ID. They'll also take payment before vetting for these things and providing access so beware that you may have to claim a refund and they don't make that easy. Particularly if you pay by crypto currency.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Though the solution itself would work if administered via IV if the sheer quantity wasn't a factor.
I always thought that if one was to inject something, in this case N, directly into the bloodstream, that they would need less of the substance (N), not more, as opposed to orally taking the substance. :notsure: Isn't delivery by IV a more effective method? It bypasses the stomach acids and doesn't need to get into the intestines for absorption. That's always how I understood things.
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
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I always thought that if one was to inject something, in this case N, directly into the bloodstream, that they would need less of the substance (N), not more, as opposed to orally taking the substance. :notsure: Isn't delivery by IV a more effective method? It bypasses the stomach acids and doesn't need to get into the intestines for absorption. That's always how I understood things.
Yes, delivery by IV is much more effective. What I meant is that you A). Can't put enough vetinary N in an averagely available syringe - and B). You couldn't push it into your vein fast enough before it knocks you out. So whilst you would need less that the dose you drink you would still have a volume of liquid that's too much to physically realistically inject fully. Even a 10ml or 20ml syringe is way two little. And they are huge to look at. A 50ml syringe would take way too long to push the full amount in. And may not be enough even if you could get it in. Which you absolutely wouldn't. I have experience with these things.

There are ways around it but for the average person they're too complicated. Even using a drip/bag comes with risks because you could easily lean on the line and block its flow when you're passed out or you could pull the line out of your vein. Missing the vein with N would cause significant necrosis in the area.

Apparently you could use a pump but it requires modifications to hold the liquid required and is out of most peoples remit as I said.

Aside from any of this, if you're not experienced with injecting you may well have trouble even getting it into a vein. It's not super hard but you would need to do it correctly. It's not like injecting -1ml of your recreational drug of choice where you can fuck it up and maybe get away with an abscess or a lumps and bruise. A significant amount of liquid (even though less than the amount you'd need to drink) is needed. So there are multiple factors to what I was saying but ultimately, the amount of liquid needed is still a significant issue.
 
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lifeisbutadream

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Oct 4, 2018
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Can't I get n-powder?
Powdered n was available for years from various successive sources in China - always just one source at a time, probably connected with a chemical factory - and then several years ago the tested quality rapidly declined and then it disappeared entirely. One of the sellers even posted on a forum similar to this at one time.
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Yes, delivery by IV is much more effective. What I meant is that you A). Can't put enough vetinary N in an averagely available syringe - and B). You couldn't push it into your vein fast enough before it knocks you out. So whilst you would need less that the dose you drink you would still have a volume of liquid that's too much to physically realistically inject fully. Even a 10ml or 20ml syringe is way two little. And they are huge to look at. A 50ml syringe would take way too long to push the full amount in. And may not be enough even if you could get it in. Which you absolutely wouldn't. I have experience with these things.

There are ways around it but for the average person they're too complicated. Even using a drip/bag comes with risks because you could easily lean on the line and block its flow when you're passed out or you could pull the line out of your vein. Missing the vein with N would cause significant necrosis in the area.

Apparently you could use a pump but it requires modifications to hold the liquid required and is out of most peoples remit as I said.

Aside from any of this, if you're not experienced with injecting you may well have trouble even getting it into a vein. It's not super hard but you would need to do it correctly. It's not like injecting -1ml of your recreational drug of choice where you can fuck it up and maybe get away with an abscess or a lumps and bruise. A significant amount of liquid (even though less than the amount you'd need to drink) is needed. So there are multiple factors to what I was saying but ultimately, the amount of liquid needed is still a significant issue.
Got it. Now it makes sense. Thanks for the explanation.👍
 
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Noctuidaee

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Do you think N powder will be back on the market one day ?
 

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