I'm also very afraid of vomiting N, losing my bottles, being admitted to a psychiatric hospital, ending up in the ICU, spoiling my health even more, already weakened by medicine.... A lot is discussed here about the bad taste of veterinary N and the risk of vomiting.... it's a reality and I'm worried... I read about five reports of people (I don't consider these failed attempts to be few) who couldn't swallow N, choked, spit out or didn't take a sufficient dose because of the "disgusting" taste and loss of consciousness before ingesting the full dose. It may or may not happen to me. I thought about adding peach syrup in syrup (which comes in cans of peach in syrup sold in supermarkets) to the N. I bought stevia to add to the N, but I hated the taste of stevia alone or mixed with any drink. I know the manual doesn't recommend adding drinks to N. But will adding 100ml of canned peach syrup to 200ml of N help keep me from throwing up? Because of this fear, I'm almost deciding on the IV drip of 100 ml of N. Is 100 ml of IV N enough (1 bottle only)? Are 200 ml of oral N and 100 ml intravenously the deadly dose? A nurse would come here to put the access in my forearm (the needle I have is not thick). And I, before bed, inject 100 ml of N into the empty saline bag, position myself in bed in a way that my body is still and comfortable (tying my arm, perhaps, to the bed, standing with open arms) and I connect the forearm access to the bag with N. It should take about 10 minutes to empty the bag with N (the needle is not thick). Because of the medical treatment I have been undergoing, I have all the injectable material here with me, including the aluminum support to hang the IV bag, but the needle I have is not as thick as the one they use to anesthetize me during surgery I did 6 years ago. I remember that when I had my first surgery, to receive general anesthesia, I had my arms open on the operating table, my back up. I remember the nurse sticking a thick needle into my arm vein. They held my arm to inject the anesthetic. During the insertion of the needle, I turned my head to tell the medical staff that the needle was too thick and that it was hurting me and I just remember hearing the nurse saying to me that this would be the only pain I would have. would feel in the operating room. Afterwards, there was just time for me to turn my head back to the opposite side and "delete". I turned my head as they injected the anesthetic and fell asleep. My arms were open (like Christ) and I was on my back on the table. They cut me up and turned me over on the table and I didn't feel a thing as they cut through the body tissues and sucked the fat out of one place and into another. If I had died there, I wouldn't even have known or felt pain. It would have been a peaceful death. What would you do: peaches in syrup or an IV drip? Is anyone else tempted to do the IV on their own? Or is it too risky, has everything to go wrong? It's not worth the risk, is there a risk of the body moving during the drip, the liquid not flowing to the arm? Has anyone seen videos of intravenous euthanasia? What do you think about it? Anyone in the same dilemma? Forgive me, google translator.
