Venting my vent thread

[dembe]

making a thread cause im losing my mind, still anxious doing this, but whatever, i doubt half of my rants or vents will make sense cause when im going through it i just let my fingers go wild. idek if im doing this right, tell me if im not, i dont mind comments ever i think.
Genuinely, onna real note, wtf am i doing to myself and for what? to get a degree? for a job?? in a life i dont even want??? torture, ong, its torture, but it kinda feels good, no sleep drinking enough caffeine to kill a small child, bitting myself not enough to break skin but just to alert me back to life, idk why i hate love it.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Whether it make sense or not, feel free to vent as much as you want. Even though venting may not solve the actual problem it can help to easy the pain you're in.

 

[SVEN]

At least when you silently scream and bleed onto this Forum you can know that you're heard (well, read at least) and most of us get where you are.

 

[dembe]

im trying to decide if i care or not, maybe, if it happens, its for the better.