NSFW my trauma

[billie]

i had a boyfriend for 3 years until the day it happened.
i met up with him to spend time with him but the day ended differently than i expected.
he wanted to have sex with me even though i wasn't feeling well but he begged until i said yes.
he wanted to take pictures and videos of me during sex but i didn't want it because i didn't feel comfortable with it but he said he would leave me if i didn't do it and because i was afraid of losing him i agreed.
it was a big mistake and i'm still ashamed of it to this day.

 

[NoName_NoLife]

Everyone makes mistakes in life; you are too good of a person to feel ashamed of what you did. You acted out of concern for someone else's "well-being," without considering yourself. In the future, prioritize yourself more and try to be a more assertive person—it might help you in the long run. I know this is a trauma that will stay with you for a long time, but I hope you will cope, not break down, and keep moving forward.

 

[billie]

i'm somebody and not some body

 

[future_]

lame dude 4sure