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12_Years_Late

12_Years_Late

“May it please you.” — Ben Pollack
Jun 19, 2023
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So I have thought about CTBing by getting decapitated by a train. I'll wait near a train track and when the first train I see comes close enough, I will lay my head on the rails and let the wheels finish me off. I am not afraid or worried about it.

There's a train track just a few minutes away from me, but I've considered hopping one for a few hours and stopping off at another point, and then ending my life there with the wheels of the next train. I'd like to CTB at a different area than where I am now, it doesn't matter where I end up.

I plan to do this nine or ten days from now, during a weekend.

If you feel that there is anything else I should take into consideration, please let me know. I will spend the next week and a half finalizing everything, so any advice is appreciated.
 
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I think it's a hard way to go, but if that is the method you have available to you, and it's acceptable to you, that's all that really matters. I think it should work. If i were going to use this method, I think I'd do it at night, though. Maybe jump out of a bush or some other shrubbery, or out of some other hidden area at the last couple seconds - just enough time to get your neck on the tracks. You may traumatize the engineer, but that may not matter to you at this point in your life.
 
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Getting decapitated by a train I would say is pretty reliable, due to the fact your getting your neck crushed by over 4 tons of weight. Also some things you should take into consideration are:

1. To not be near a station/people, it would be pretty bad if someone saw you and tried to "save" you, so I would say try and do it in a more remote location along the tracks, and like locknload said, you should do in a place where you can conceal yourself, so that you have better chance to ctb.

2. Choose a good time, I would say that dusk or dawn would be the best time since that would be when the train lights would be off along with the shear of the sun, and it still would be relatively dark so that the engineer would have a hard time seeing you.

3. Consider ways so prevent SI from kicking in, in my opinion if my brain saw a 10 ton mass coming at me it would tell my body to gtfo, so maybe drug yourself, or knock yourself out so you aren't even conscious when you ctb.
 
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12_Years_Late

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Getting decapitated by a train I would say is pretty reliable, due to the fact your getting your neck crushed by over 4 tons of weight. Also some things you should take into consideration are:

1. To not be near a station/people, it would be pretty bad if someone saw you and tried to "save" you, so I would say try and do it in a more remote location along the tracks, and like locknload said, you should do in a place where you can conceal yourself, so that you have better chance to ctb.

2. Choose a good time, I would say that dusk or dawn would be the best time since that would be when the train lights would be off along with the shear of the sun, and it still would be relatively dark so that the engineer would have a hard time seeing you.

3. Consider ways so prevent SI from kicking in, in my opinion if my brain saw a 10 ton mass coming at me it would tell my body to gtfo, so maybe drug yourself, or knock yourself out so you aren't even conscious when you ctb.
Yes, I will be doing this at night, at a remote location. SI isn't really a concern with me at this point, in that regard I'm all ready.

My question is whether to hop a train for a few hours and do it at another area, or do it just a few minutes away from where I am now. Doesn't matter either way, but I am leaning towards hopping a train for this.
 
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Decapitation by train sounds so cruel to me but if you are comfortable with it it's fine. I'm pretty sure it's a 100% safe and quick method as long as SI is not kicking in the last seconds. You should consider wearing dark clothes imo. I wish you strength and I hope you find the peace you are searching for. I wish you all the best!

Hopefully the train driver will not be traumatized too much because he's innocent.
 
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I think the only problem regarding the success of this method, is that SI would be crazy. But as soon as you are laying on the tracks you are pretty much dead.
I would take into consideration though who finds your body, because it is a really violent method, that could cause trauma if anyone sees your body. So I would go to tracks where there arent many trains passing, if possible only one per hour or less, to minimize the number of trains passing by your body and therefore people seeing it. Then I would schedule a message that you send to police or something like that. To professionals who can deal with such situations better, and tell them where you are.
 
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Decapitation by train sounds so cruel to me but if you are comfortable with it it's fine. I'm pretty sure it's a 100% safe and quick method as long as SI is not kicking in the last seconds. You should consider wearing dark clothes imo. I wish you strength and I hope you find the peace you are searching for. I wish you all the best!

Hopefully the train driver will not be traumatized too much because he's innocent.
Comfortable? This will likely be the most blissful experience of my entire life.
I think the only problem regarding the success of this method, is that SI would be crazy. But as soon as you are laying on the tracks you are pretty much dead.
I would take into consideration though who finds your body, because it is a really violent method, that could cause trauma if anyone sees your body. So I would go to tracks where there arent many trains passing, if possible only one per hour or less, to minimize the number of trains passing by your body and therefore people seeing it. Then I would schedule a message that you send to police or something like that. To professionals who can deal with such situations better, and tell them where you are.
I have no issue with the SI, I will be completely prepared & relaxed for that. Don't know about "scheduling a message", though.
 
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I have no issue with the SI, I will be completely prepared & relaxed for that. Don't know about "scheduling a message", though.
I just think the biggest issue with the train method is the fact that it is so violent in a public space. Thats why I would try to minimize or completely eliminate harm done…
 
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I mean it's only my personal opinion, but have you thought about the people that may be affected by a train suicide? Especially the train driver and the passengers? I also don't know if I could do that. Of course, it will be a fast, mostly painless death, but still it seems so brutal
 
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Be aware of cowcatchers.
 
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I mean it's only my personal opinion, but have you thought about the people that may be affected by a train suicide? Especially the train driver and the passengers? I also don't know if I could do that. Of course, it will be a fast, mostly painless death, but still it seems so brutal
I'm completely willing to do it no matter who is affected.
 
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Ok
Good luck then
 
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A few things to mention:

I have decided on going to the train tracks a few minutes from where I live, will hop onto the first train I see, ride it for several hours, and then get off at another area. Then I will do my method.

The date range of my plan will be from Friday, 6/30 to Monday, 7/3. This will give me around four days to hop a train, get off at a different area, and then do my method. I want to maximize the chances of doing it in this time frame so any help will be appreciated.
 
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A few things to mention:

I have decided on going to the train tracks a few minutes from where I live, will hop onto the first train I see, ride it for several hours, and then get off at another area. Then I will do my method.

The date range of my plan will be from Friday, 6/30 to Monday, 7/3. This will give me around four days to hop a train, get off at a different area, and then do my method. I want to maximize the chances of doing it in this time frame so any help will be appreciated.
Sounds like a good plan, I just wish you the best of luck, and for you to find peace from this world.
 
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Sounds like a good plan, I just wish you the best of luck, and for you to find peace from this world.
Thank you. I am really looking forward to it.
 
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whats the speed of the train in your area?
50-70 mph is the average. I am considering hopping a train first though, getting off in another area, and doing it there.
 
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REVISION TO PLAN:

There will be no "train hopping"; I am going to be doing it in my area. I will lay flat down on a railway track with my neck on a rail. Should I do it face down or face up?
 
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REVISION TO PLAN:

There will be no "train hopping"; I am going to be doing it in my area. I will lay flat down on a railway track with my neck on a rail. Should I do it face down or face up?
I had the same method in mind. I would do it face up, facing down would make things harder in my opinion. Hope you find peace soon. And also, check for the cowcatchers thing as someone else mentioned before
 
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I had the same method in mind. I would do it face up, facing down would make things harder in my opinion. Hope you find peace soon. And also, check for the cowcatchers thing as someone else mentioned before
Yes, I think doing it face up would be better. I can hardly wait for this. Thankful for your suggestion.
 
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Just went to the area a few moments ago and I witnessed a train passing by. There were about 50 fuel tank cars being pulled and it went by for at least a minute. Probably 1-2 minutes of warning beforehand.
 
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12_Years_Late

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This method is no longer my current plan, for now. If I ever use it, it will only be as a last resort.
 
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betternever2havbeen

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I'm very relieved to hear you are not going through with it.
 
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