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SSlostallhope

Student
May 23, 2020
193
I plan to ctb this weekend with SN. I will follow stans guide as closely as I can.

I can't wait to feel at peace. I know I can't carry on this way.
I may be able to update this thread with how I'm feeling through the process but I'm going somewhere rural and I'm unsure on internet connectivity.

a thank you to everyone who has helped me through the last couple of months.

If I somehow manage to fail I promise to return to update.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Wishing you a safe journey I hope you'll be at peace :heart:
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
Wish you the best!
I think doing it in a rural area is an excellent choice.
 
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Uzera

Uzera

Member
Apr 11, 2020
77
If that's what you've decided I hope you find some peace.
 
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
I hope that you'll find the peace that you deserve in whichever choice you make :heart:
 
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Zappfe lover

Zappfe lover

Experienced
Jun 24, 2020
224
May you find peace amidst nature :hug:
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

Experienced
Jul 30, 2020
261
I plan to ctb this weekend with SN. I will follow stans guide as closely as I can.

I can't wait to feel at peace. I know I can't carry on this way.
I may be able to update this thread with how I'm feeling through the process but I'm going somewhere rural and I'm unsure on internet connectivity.

a thank you to everyone who has helped me through the last couple of months.

If I somehow manage to fail I promise to return to update.
I wish you peace SS. Virtually holding your hand feeling your pain
 
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Deleted member 17949

Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
It's gonna be sad to see you go, but I hope whatever you do works as you want it to. You've done well to make it this far in life, even if you struggled. We'll be here to support you regardless of what decision you make.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,565
I plan to ctb this weekend with SN. I will follow stans guide as closely as I can.

I can't wait to feel at peace. I know I can't carry on this way.
I may be able to update this thread with how I'm feeling through the process but I'm going somewhere rural and I'm unsure on internet connectivity.

a thank you to everyone who has helped me through the last couple of months.

If I somehow manage to fail I promise to return to update.
Hope you find peace:heart:good luck
 
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AprilsBlessings

AprilsBlessings

Our tainted history is playing on repeat
Jul 26, 2020
172
Hope you'll find peace
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,954
Best wishes to you in these final days and for a peaceful rest.
 
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aminend

aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
747
Have a easy transfer. Keep us updated as much as u can
 
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SSlostallhope

Student
May 23, 2020
193
Thank you everyone for your kind comments :)
 
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Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
1,686
I hope all goes well for you, and you find what you are looking for. (And I like the nose.)
 
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MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Surrounding you with love and strength
 
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Raminiki

Raminiki

Iustitia Mortuus
Jun 12, 2020
269
Warm hugs and well wishes. May the rural beauty of the place you've chosen bring you peace and calm. Spend time immersing yourself in the sights, smells and sounds, let them soothe you. Go if you must, but we'll always be here for you if you stay. I'm sorry life experiences have brought you to this decision. All my empathy.
 
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Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
2,910
Hi Susanne,

It will be sad to say goodbye young lady, we have been friends for a while and I will miss talking to you and seeing your funny avatars especially my little green friend below, you can always change your mind if you need more time or you feel the times not right, nothing is final until you CTB. I hope it will be a painless and peaceful exit.

I hope you have all your meds, are you going to post your regime.

1596195308900

Best wishes

Geo
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,711
I wish you a peaceful journey when your time comes and also calmness during this interim. :hug:
 
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kaz

kaz

Member
Apr 22, 2020
42
Well, I am sad that you are leaving, but I am happy at the same time that you got what you wanted, I hope you will be happy on the other side or at least find the peace you so desire.
 
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Busdriver

Busdriver

Mage
Feb 11, 2020
513
I am sorry life turned out to be like this :(.

I wish you strength and luck in your final moments and hope it will be peaceful.
 
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muffin222

muffin222

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2020
1,188
I'm so sorry it's come to this. I wish you a peaceful transition
 
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Isadeth

Isadeth

Visionary
Jun 12, 2020
2,538
I hope you find peace and comfort when you decide to do it. If you decide not to, we're all still here for you regardless ♡ best wishes and safe travels xx
 
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Breadbfra

Breadbfra

Specialist
Jul 16, 2020
374
May you finally find peace :) Sending hugs.
 
Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
1,686
For SSlostallhope,

I never had the privilege of exchanging posts with you, as I arrived too late. But I really liked your avatar the moment I saw it. This is for you:

Good-night; ensured release,
Imperishable peace,
Have these for yours,
While sea abides, and land,
And earth's foundations stand,
And heaven endures.

When earth's foundations flee,
Nor sky nor land nor sea
At all is found,
Content you, let them burn:
It is not your concern;
Sleep on, sleep sound.
 
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CarbonMonoxide

CarbonMonoxide

Marejeo ni ngamani
Oct 13, 2019
369
Whatever you decide to do, we're with you in our hearts. If you do catch that bus, book a seat for the next one just for me. I wish you find that peace you lacked in life. All the best.
 
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jameslb72

Member
Jul 22, 2020
41
it worries me when someone so young gives up on their life but its your decision and wish you all the peace and love in the world.
 
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