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TrappedInBody
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- Apr 20, 2022
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For some years now I have contemplated dying. I have made some attempts but those have never been properly thought out or planned. Also, one thing has also held me back, and that is being my mum's only child. She's not been doing so well financially and health-wise and although she may have some support when I'm gone, she'll definitely be devastated. Two years ago, I decided that if I still feel this way after a year then I'll have to leave anyway. I gave myself a deadline and all (which was initially March 2023), but I've had to move it up to the end of this month because I'm done.
The problem is I really don't wanna hurt my mum. I wish she was strong and could find some solace but I don't think that'll happen. I'm too tired now to go on but this breaks my heart for her- if it makes any sense at all.
My other worry is, what if this does not work? I really don't want to fail this time around.
The problem is I really don't wanna hurt my mum. I wish she was strong and could find some solace but I don't think that'll happen. I'm too tired now to go on but this breaks my heart for her- if it makes any sense at all.
My other worry is, what if this does not work? I really don't want to fail this time around.