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Defenestration
I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
- Oct 25, 2020
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my thread: my September ctb this time it's the right one
I will do it at the beginning or mid of September, I don't know the date...since then I have done nothing at all and spend my time eating and sleeping... My loved ones don't understand why I don't do anything like that.
I feel a relief because I am no longer afraid of jumping (even if Ssi the end).
I'm trapped anyway because it's the only way out, the longer I wait, the more screwed up I'll be.
I feel a weight less on my shoulders.
I will do it at the beginning or mid of September, I don't know the date...since then I have done nothing at all and spend my time eating and sleeping... My loved ones don't understand why I don't do anything like that.
I feel a relief because I am no longer afraid of jumping (even if Ssi the end).
I'm trapped anyway because it's the only way out, the longer I wait, the more screwed up I'll be.
I feel a weight less on my shoulders.