my thoughts on suicide

[justchillingabout]

currently a new user here so hi
i have regular thoughts about wanting to end my own life and I have vague plans to do so, I do feel as if I want to solidify such plans at some stage
whilst I do feel as if I should continue to live because my parents have a civil claim going against my old high school for failing to meet the adjustments that were outlined in my legally binding ehcp with my autism i don't exactly feel the most comfortable with moving out
possibly in a few months I'll ctb otherwise sometime after I move out, all of the lawsuits are done and after I've lost my virginity
finally, if I ever commit suicide, I'll leave my last message on this site
thank you

 

[Qilio3]

My advice: If your plans are still vague and you still want to avoid suicide, it's best to either try to stop thinking about it altogether, or perhaps discuss with knowledgeable people what might help you. (I'm speaking from experience.)
Oh, I forgot... Hello:)