ixkitty
Let me be Selfish, just this once.
- Aug 15, 2020
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Due to this, he has had to cancel the last 2 weeks and I believe next week is canceled as well. I didn't take him for granted or anything but I realize that being able to talk to someone about my darker feelings (just not mentioning I have a current plan in action) really helps me. I don't want to cause unnecessary worry to him with his new born but it would be nice to just vent to him.
I believe I've lost more will to live particles... I didn't have much to start with but.. my apt is a neglected mess, I shower like once or twice a week if that.. I have no energy to eat.. I'm just feeling like a huge failure.
I believe I've lost more will to live particles... I didn't have much to start with but.. my apt is a neglected mess, I shower like once or twice a week if that.. I have no energy to eat.. I'm just feeling like a huge failure.