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overthehill
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- Jul 11, 2024
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First time poster.
Long story short, I'm suicidal because I've been socially isolated for over a decade and my therapist just told me he can't help me. For the past 10 years I've been looking for help and finding none. The only thing I have left to live for is my mother and I wish I didn't have her. I love her, don't get me wrong, but her existence is what anchors me to this mortal coil. If I didn't have her I could just die, just rest and escape the pain. It's only going to get worse, I'm already too old for things to get better. I'm at that age where "people" judge you for being lonely, leading to a vicious cycle that only ends in death.
I wish I had a way out, even if that way out is death. I welcome it.
Long story short, I'm suicidal because I've been socially isolated for over a decade and my therapist just told me he can't help me. For the past 10 years I've been looking for help and finding none. The only thing I have left to live for is my mother and I wish I didn't have her. I love her, don't get me wrong, but her existence is what anchors me to this mortal coil. If I didn't have her I could just die, just rest and escape the pain. It's only going to get worse, I'm already too old for things to get better. I'm at that age where "people" judge you for being lonely, leading to a vicious cycle that only ends in death.
I wish I had a way out, even if that way out is death. I welcome it.