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meatballlover

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Feb 23, 2026
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Malawi regata 2 pop-up tent, that's right, the one Zanexx used. The feeling of control over my death feels a tiny bit calming. All it takes is one bad day and enough alone time and I can finally carry my plan. Now a tent in itself is not a super suspicious thing to own, probably even for a formed suicidal peer like me (still suicidal but that's secret) but it is still probably questionable if it gets discovered. What would i possibly tell my mom if she finds a large cartoon box with a tent inside?
 
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absolute failure

absolute failure

Experienced
Jan 19, 2026
236
well, convince them that you have found a new interest or smth
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Visionary
May 10, 2025
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you could make a side table out of the cartoon box,
just put a tablecloth or a large sheet over it and put lots of things on it,
then nobody will notice
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Do you have a backyard? Tell them it's so you can spend some time outdoors, do a little stargazing, get a little more in touch with nature, experience a "different perspective" (other than your room........ofc you'll need to actually do it a time, or two, to "sell" the idea. That tent's a good choice. Be careful, when the time comes, about keeping the container(s) of charcoal low in the middle of the tent to keep the heat away from the top and sides. That would be for any tent.
 
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meatballlover

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Feb 23, 2026
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I actually simply hid the package behind a shelf and I'm praying it doesnt get discovered. Besides a tent is really not super suspicious i dont think it would matter even if my mom found it.
 

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