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[FreeAngel]

I'm not sure if anyone will read through this but I just feel the need to tell someone about my story

In December 2019 my best friend died after being in a coma for 5 months due to an overdose of pills

In October 2020 I also took an overdose of pills because I wanted to be with her in heaven but I survived because I called 911 and I regret to this day that I called 911

I was in a coma for a few days and then I was able to leave the hospital soon after I got better

5 months later and I'm already planning my next attempt with an overdose of pills or by slitting my wrists but maybe both and this time I won't call 911

On my birthday this year I want to do it or sooner if I can't take it anymore

Until then I'll spend my time here in the forum

 

[iwanttodie000]

Thank you for sharing your story and sorry for what you've endured, I will not be turning another year older, I will ctb before my next birthday, I can relate to that. Wishing you peace when the time comes for you.

 

[May]

we are all here to listen should you wish to speak what ever is on your mind.

 

[WornOutLife]

Something similar happened to me!
Last year I had an OD with different pills and planned to do partial.
Next thing I knew is that I ended up in a coma for 2 days and woke up in a hospital, with two doctors touching me! (I thought they were aliens, I panicked haha)

Anyway, sorry you still wanna ctb. I feel the same sometimes, especially yesterday.

 

[usernameforhere]

Sorry you are going through tough times. I hope you find peace

 

[ClairyFairy]

I really wouldn't overdose. The chances are you'll live through it and be worse off. Take care

 

[FreeAngel]

I really wouldn't overdose. The chances are you'll live through it and be worse off. Take care

I stick to the method and do not choose any other