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bluesk

bluesk

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Mar 16, 2026
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Since dying in a different way is so hard for me, I decided to stop eating and drinking. I'm already not very interested in those activities so it won't be that hard. I know it's not very reliable but it won't hurt to try. In the worst case I'll damage myself and will have a higher chance of dying on my own.
 
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God bless you and good luck blue. VSED is extremely difficult but I believe you can do it. I tried to do it myself when I got desperate and I personally wasn't able to make it far, I'm very much tempted to try again but I hate the feeling of dehydration the most (though I've gone days without food and didn't mind the feeling)
 
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bluesk

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Mar 16, 2026
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So it starts. Unfortunately yesterday I drank some black coffee because I didn't sleep well, so not eating counts from yesterday and not drinking from today. Nothing interesting happened in a day of not eating, my bowels make funny noises and my right side kinda hurts (I'm assuming it's the liver), but that's not new. I'll write about today before going to sleep.
God bless you and good luck blue. VSED is extremely difficult but I believe you can do it. I tried to do it myself when I got desperate and I personally wasn't able to make it far, I'm very much tempted to try again but I hate the feeling of dehydration the most (though I've gone days without food and didn't mind the feeling)
Yeah, I'm worried dehydrating may be unpleasant, especially bad breath... I hope that if I'll have to give up and drink, starving will be enough to damage my already unwell body
 
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Mar 27, 2026
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So it starts. Unfortunately yesterday I drank some black coffee because I didn't sleep well, so not eating counts from yesterday and not drinking from today. Nothing interesting happened in a day of not eating, my bowels make funny noises and my right side kinda hurts (I'm assuming it's the liver), but that's not new. I'll write about today before going to sleep.

Yeah, I'm worried dehydrating may be unpleasant, especially bad breath... I hope that if I'll have to give up and drink, starving will be enough to damage my already unwell body

starving is often enough, expecially if you have an unhealthy body. i wish you the best.
 
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