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failedjedi
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- Sep 8, 2020
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I don't know what to do. On one hand I had Saturday all planned out and have plans tomorrow night I made specifically to do before I went. On the other hand I'm so damn excited and can't wait anymore. I'm about to go to work and all I'll be able to think about is how I can come home and end it tonight if I want. I'm SOOOOOOO happy for the first time in such a long time. I'm literally crying out of excitement. The timing just happens to work out better today as far as being found and who I would be found by. I had to plan that for Saturday. There is literally no reason to wait. Maybe this will be my last post. If it's here when I get home and I go for it, I won't wait and come back here to update. I'll just go for it. Maybe I'll still wait until Saturday to go through with my plan. I don't know. I'm so happy and excited though. It's like Christmas morning when I was a kid!