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Dec 2, 2024
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So I guess today is the day. I'll go and catch my bus.

My protocol will be the stat dose from here https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...-method-comprehensive-guide-sn-method.121672/

1 hour before drinking SN600mg of Ibuprofen or 1000mg of paracetamol. You can use any pain killer as long as you stay within the recommended dose
45 minutes before drinking SN3 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg in total)
30 minutes before drinking SNDouble dose of what is recommended on the label of the antacid.
SN drink

Hotel room is booked for 2 nights (not that I actually plan on staying that long). Kind of nervous about it, but that's probably just my social anxiety at work.

I haven't eaten anything since like 9 or 10pm yesterday and I don't plan on eating anything later today, so that's it for my fasting. The bus will probably arrive arround midnight.

I'm not sure if I will actually take the antacid, as I've seen posts on here discussing (and questioning) it's usefulness. As far as I understand it taking the antacid may increase the speed of SN absorption and ultimately death. Not taking it however may make me loose consciousness quicker. Given that I'll probably (definitely) be very nervous it seems like the smarter move would be to leave out the antacid. Just take the Meto and SN and wait. I'll go with about 25g of SN.

I'm also considering smoking a bit of weed (using a vaporizer, so technically it's more like vaping, I guess) to help me calm myself down a bit and be more relaxed.
Does anyone have knowledge about that? Is there any reason not to do it?

Oh, btw: I caught a cold the other day. Silly question I know but will that negatively affect me in regards to the SN? I mean I don't think so, but can't hurt to ask if someone knows.

Did I forget anything? The stat SN procotol really isn't complicated, but as I just said: Can't hurt to ask to make sure.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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Good luck and all the best! I hope you find peace!
 
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TheHolySword

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Nov 22, 2024
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I'm sorry that life has led you here. I hope that you're able to find the peace you're looking for. Godspeed.
 
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Wishing you a smooth and peaceful transition, best of luck!
 
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FuneralCry

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I hope you find the freedom you are searching for, I wish you the best.
 
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SVEN

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Every good wish, however things work out. To be honest, though I have no medical qualifications, I can't see that weed would cause any probs. It's more the psychedics which are debatable, I believe. As it's always more possible to have a bad trip with them.
Really hope all goes well, whatever your final decision. Rest well.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
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I hope things work out for you and you find peace. šŸ¤—
 
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as long as you know how your body reacts to weed, I don't see it doing any harm. it's when people add harder drugs or painkillers that it becomes more questionable

wishing you a peaceful transition
 
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xxyyzz

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We're here for ya if you need anything during your final day. Curious, what are your reasons for CTB?
 

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