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Luxier78

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Aug 21, 2022
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So today is hopefully my final day in this living hell.

I've been sick recently so hopefully my weakened body will play in my favour, I haven't been throwing up or anything so I'm going to continue my plan as usual.

I'll be following Stan's guide with my intended time at 02:00am because everyone will be asleep and I want to give myself at least 4 hours before my dad wakes up to go to work, he doesn't check on me but I don't want to still be making any noises when anyone is awake.

My timeline:

18:00 - Stop eating

01:00 - 3 ibroprofeun (600mg), 3 Xanax (3mg)

01:15 - 3 meto (30mg), 1 ondansetron (8mg)

01:30 - 2 citamine (800mg)

02:00 - 5 propranolol (400mg), 25mg sn solution + second prepared just in case.

I believe this will help me with a successful passing, I personally believe people go to whatever they believe in, whether it's an afterlife, reincarnation or eternal nothingness.

I might update closer to the time to have a record of symptoms but obviously if I don't and I don't make a post/update tomorrow then I was successful.
 
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catflowers

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Jul 31, 2022
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your heart isnt gonna explode? you sure? thats a lot of stuff
 
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jodes2

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Aug 28, 2022
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The regimen looks good, im curious why youre only taking one ondansetron and not three though. I hope you find peace
 
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1000winds

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Jul 24, 2022
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the pph does recommend 8mg of ondansetron. your regimen does look good. 25g sn not 25mg i suppose
i wish you all the best
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
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What is citamine?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
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I wish you the best with your plans. I hope that things go the way that you want them to and you find freedom from your suffering.
 
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AliceTheGoon

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Jul 1, 2022
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Man I'm jealous...was thinking today as well but my propranolol isn't here yet, it's on its way. Kicking myself for not ordering sooner.
 
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hellispink

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Wishing you the best transition. May you find peace.
 
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Luxier78

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your heart isnt gonna explode? you sure? thats a lot of stuff
Just following the guidance that has lead to other successful cbt. But hey if I enter cardiac arrest then classic case of wrong method, correct answer
 
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StarlightDreamer

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Aug 2, 2022
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Safe travels on your journey, friend. I hope everything goes well.
 
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Luxier78

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The regimen looks good, im curious why youre only taking one ondansetron and not three though. I hope you find peace
Pph recommends 1 ondansetron and I'm not a regular user of anti emetics so I didn't wanna play around with any values. I'll have prepared a second cup just in case
the pph does recommend 8mg of ondansetron. your regimen does look good. 25g sn not 25mg i suppose
i wish you all the best
Yes right typo 25g
Man I'm jealous...was thinking today as well but my propranolol isn't here yet, it's on its way. Kicking myself for not ordering sooner.
Wishing you a peaceful passing when it does arrive
the pph does recommend 8mg of ondansetron. your regimen does look good. 25g sn not 25mg i suppose
i wish you all the best
Yes right typo 25g
Man I'm jealous...was thinking today as well but my propranolol isn't here yet, it's on its way. Kicking myself for not ordering sooner.
Wishing you a peaceful passing when it does arrive
What is citamine?
Tagamet, it's an antiacid
17:27 - I've stopped eating now, not too difficult since I'm sick and don't have an appetite.

I think its been helpful for the SI since I've been sleeping all day so no time to feel worried or anxious
 
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Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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Yeah, your plan sounds solid, but remember it is grams not milligrams of SN. Best of luck to you!
 
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Hope:-)

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Jul 3, 2022
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Thinking of you xx
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Hope you have a peaceful journey and whatever you wish for yourself on the other side.
 
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Fktw0rld

Fktw0rld

An end with suffering > Suffering without an end
Aug 29, 2022
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I'm jealous. I still have a little more time till my day arrives, but hopefully I'll be joining you on the other side sooner than later. If we're separated by method I'll be heading to the sn group as well. Make the best of the remainder of the day! I wish you a peaceful exit🙏
 
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Little T

No Option
Aug 24, 2022
81
Robin  Williams
"I used to think the worst thing in life is to end up all alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel all alone."

― Robin Williams
why not millgrams
1 gram equals 1000 milligrams
 
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yıη

So if I escape, will my pain go away?
Jun 22, 2022
71
If one's prescription is lower, does one swallow forty pills or does one crush up forty pills and drink a solution?
 
Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,431
Peace be upon you
If one's prescription is lower, does one swallow forty pills or does one crush up forty pills and drink a solution?
Crushing will make the taste bitter, mix it with bailey's cream to mask the taste.
 
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Hiraeth Grimoire

Hiraeth Grimoire

Longing to answer the call of the Void
May 21, 2022
154
I wish you all the best fellow sufferer. May you find peace and eternal freedom on the other side. I can't wait to join you this friday.
 
Astronauta

Astronauta

Student
Aug 9, 2022
104
Que você encontre a libertação da sua dor.
Viagem tranquila!
 
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DyingMiND

It didn't have 2B like this.
Apr 4, 2022
261
Wish you peace from whatever you are suffering from.
 
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Little T

No Option
Aug 24, 2022
81
What is citamine?
I think you mean Ketamine - Some people use ketamine for its hallucinogenic properties. Ketamin can sedate, incapacitate, and cause short-term memory loss, and because of this, some people use it as a date rape drug because it paralyzes.
 
Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,431
I think you mean Ketamine - Some people use ketamine for its hallucinogenic properties. Ketamin can sedate, incapacitate, and cause short-term memory loss, and because of this, some people use it as a date rape drug because it paralyzes.
Already answered above. It's cimetidine - tagamet, acid reducer.
 

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