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Yassa122
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- Sep 19, 2020
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I take sertraline and wellbutrin for 8 years now, I am 22, I have depression and suicide thoughts since 8 :D
Because of an operation I did not take my antidepressants for 2 days and I am in hell right now.
Therapy did not work
I tried to open to my parents today for the first time sincd years it did not work
I have nobody
Nobody likes me
No girl
No guy friends
I never had a girlfriend
I am stupid, I constantly fail
I tried everything with a good hearth to belong somewhere, to get a girl, to get a social circle, to have
something
The only thing that I have is food
I have constantls pain since 8 years
I wish someone had just kill me there
I wish some murder or pedophile would just have kill me, I never would have 14 years pain and even more
I don't know where I could communicate, I just type here if it is okay
I am crying right nos
My Sn is here, but my parents too
I said my therapist I don't want it anymore, she also almost cryed. She often almost cryed as I spokeMy teachers had always saw my sadness and talked about that
I just wish someone of them had killed me
Why am I here?
I was isolated from 8 to 22, I am a social cripple, how could any doctor at this planet help me?
I will try another therapy and other changes, I will give me 1 to 2 years, to find a girlfriend, to find friends, to gain self confidence, to not be WEIRD AND CREEPY AND SOCIALY RETARTRD
To just be happy
If it does not work
I have my ticket out
THANK YOU FOR THIS OPPURTUNITY
Because of an operation I did not take my antidepressants for 2 days and I am in hell right now.
Therapy did not work
I tried to open to my parents today for the first time sincd years it did not work
I have nobody
Nobody likes me
No girl
No guy friends
I never had a girlfriend
I am stupid, I constantly fail
I tried everything with a good hearth to belong somewhere, to get a girl, to get a social circle, to have
something
The only thing that I have is food
I have constantls pain since 8 years
I wish someone had just kill me there
I wish some murder or pedophile would just have kill me, I never would have 14 years pain and even more
I don't know where I could communicate, I just type here if it is okay
I am crying right nos
My Sn is here, but my parents too
I said my therapist I don't want it anymore, she also almost cryed. She often almost cryed as I spokeMy teachers had always saw my sadness and talked about that
I just wish someone of them had killed me
Why am I here?
I was isolated from 8 to 22, I am a social cripple, how could any doctor at this planet help me?
I will try another therapy and other changes, I will give me 1 to 2 years, to find a girlfriend, to find friends, to gain self confidence, to not be WEIRD AND CREEPY AND SOCIALY RETARTRD
To just be happy
If it does not work
I have my ticket out
THANK YOU FOR THIS OPPURTUNITY