midstarscream

midstarscream

Life is a sexually transmitted terminal disease.
Nov 1, 2024
19
My SN IS COMING YALL I AM SO HYPED. 🫣🫣🫣
 
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reyonrays

reyonrays

Death brings peace, the ultimate release.
Oct 27, 2024
61
Mine is also on its way (dispatched today), hopefully i'll get it soon, and perform purity test on it to make sure.
I have read that it can take days, or weeks, depends on where you live.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,470
I wish you the best, I understand why you'd feel relief, I hope that you find what you search for.
 
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midstarscream

midstarscream

Life is a sexually transmitted terminal disease.
Nov 1, 2024
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Mine is also on its way (dispatched today), hopefully i'll get it soon, and perform purity test on it to make sure.
I have read that it can take days, or weeks, depends on where you live.
I ordered it from an indigenous seller. I am lucky that it is legal to be shipped and sold where I live.
 
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seasons4changing

seasons4changing

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Nov 3, 2024
54
We must have ordered at the same time because mine is also on its way hehe. I am happy the end of suffering will be soon.
 
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AnderDethsky

AnderDethsky

After all it you'll feel peace and all will b fine
Oct 19, 2024
58
I'm so happy for u. My SN will arrive to me in exactly one week, and I am also immensely glad that with this I will finally have true power over my life — with the right to control the duration of my life with the opportunity to end it on my own terms.

It seems to me that there is something in the fact that here in Russia, I was able to order it on a regular online marketplace as easily as some kind of phone case. Unfortunately, this cannot be said about Benz, Meto, AE and other optional but practical things.

If I fail to catch some kind of pneumonia and a temperature of 40 C this winter from walking without a jacket, I will use it.
 
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SA1994EC

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Jan 28, 2021
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What a relief you must be feeling. You are in control now, and it is totally up to you when it comes to if, when. Congratulations!
 
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star.trip

star.trip

Student
Oct 6, 2024
144
I'm very glad for you. I've tried and they asked me if I was a company I had to say I was a private individual (I got a little scared). So I continue my search.
 
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GalacticWarrior777

GalacticWarrior777

im at fault for all of this. try to help but hurt
Sep 24, 2024
164
Gl, the taste is awful. Just a pinch was enough to make me spit it out instantly.
 
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guineapiglover8503

guineapiglover8503

Emily
Oct 7, 2024
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Gl, the taste is awful. Just a pinch was enough to make me spit it out instantly.
What does it taste like? I heard it's salty. Also, I know that the main supplier mentioned here sells it to you after inquiring via email, do I have to explain why I'm purchasing it?
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,843
Good luck and I hope you are able to find the peace you are seeking for. :heart:
 
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GalacticWarrior777

GalacticWarrior777

im at fault for all of this. try to help but hurt
Sep 24, 2024
164
What does it taste like? I heard it's salty. Also, I know that the main supplier mentioned here sells it to you after inquiring via email, do I have to explain why I'm purchasing it?

Imagine your typical salt, but like 3x saltier, it dissolves instantly on touch with your tongue, it has this weird chemical taste to it, and burns your tongue like shit. That was my experience with just a pinch of it. It was unbereable for me, but you know; in the actual attempt, you mix it with water, so you don't get to feel exactly the salt, rather it's salt with water, but it still must taste awfully if just a pinch was enough to make me spit it instantly. For the supplier, I've acquired mine from someone else than the said individual, so I don't know if you need to explain why you are purchasing it.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
3,175
Imagine your typical salt, but like 3x saltier, it dissolves instantly on touch with your tongue, it has this weird chemical taste to it, and burns your tongue like shit. That was my experience with just a pinch of it. It was unbereable for me, but you know; in the actual attempt, you mix it with water, so you don't get to feel exactly the salt, rather it's salt with water, but it still must taste awfully if just a pinch was enough to make me spit it instantly. For the supplier, I've acquired mine from someone else than the said individual, so I don't know if you need to explain why you are purchasing it.
I fear it will to unbearable to down it
 
GalacticWarrior777

GalacticWarrior777

im at fault for all of this. try to help but hurt
Sep 24, 2024
164
testing it this way is not recommended. just sayin. super unsafe for multiple reasons.
Wdym? You mean like the risk of accidentaly swallowing it or smth?
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Eating Disordered Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
1,215
there are several threads about this. I would suggest the search function. 🤍🤍
 
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guineapiglover8503

guineapiglover8503

Emily
Oct 7, 2024
89
Imagine your typical salt, but like 3x saltier, it dissolves instantly on touch with your tongue, it has this weird chemical taste to it, and burns your tongue like shit. That was my experience with just a pinch of it. It was unbereable for me, but you know; in the actual attempt, you mix it with water, so you don't get to feel exactly the salt, rather it's salt with water, but it still must taste awfully if just a pinch was enough to make me spit it instantly. For the supplier, I've acquired mine from someone else than the said individual, so I don't know if you need to explain why you are purchasing it.
Thank you. I found 5 sources and I will try and reach out to them all about purchasing if I ever make up my mind. I love really salty stuff sometimes so I hope that makes it not too bad for me
 
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GalacticWarrior777

GalacticWarrior777

im at fault for all of this. try to help but hurt
Sep 24, 2024
164
Thank you. I found 5 sources and I will try and reach out to them all about purchasing if I ever make up my mind. I love really salty stuff sometimes so I hope that makes it not too bad for me
I also love salt, but this one is just bad. It tastes way worse than typical salt
 
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midstarscream

midstarscream

Life is a sexually transmitted terminal disease.
Nov 1, 2024
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
4,906
I think I would have more or less the same reaction if I were able to get access to SN. I hope you find peace soon
 

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