MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
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Hey there peeps.
You're looking at a sexy, luxurious SN box.
This is not my goodbye thread or anything. It's gonna take a while until I depart because I still got some last things to do before I leave.
Not gonna lie, I'm afraid of when the day comes.
Gonna share with you that having my hands on the box now, thought I would feel a relief. But I guess I don't since I'm all indifferent to everything, I feel lifeless and I know there's some more stuff I should get before I CTB.
This is some fine brand for those who know it. But I wish I was happier tho, sometimes life sends someone towards your way that's not going to stay (of course because why would he) but he made life look fine for a bit. Guess I'm kinda heartbroken now but anyway, yeah..here it is.
 

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les malheurs de lizzie
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fancy.
 
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year of birth: 1972
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American stuff? It Looks professionell.
 
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Apr 21, 2020
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Oh,love. You have things to do. Lots of things,for many years to come.
It's incredibly painful when someone you adore/need/think the world of leaves your life.
You think it'll never stop hurting,but it does.
Give yourself more time.
You're funny,and damn strong to sound all lively,when all you want is to die.
 
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MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
213
Oh,love. You have things to do. Lots of things,for many years to come.
It's incredibly painful when someone you adore/need/think the world of leaves your life.
You think it'll never stop hurting,but it does.
Give yourself more time.
You're funny,and damn strong to sound all lively,when all you want is to die.

Thank you, but I'm not in the state nor the condition to talk about it. I'm mentally ill and I assure you it won't hurt anyone, including me.
This is the best option for me and I'm 100% sure I will do this.
But thanks for the kind words ❤
 
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