justabouttobedone

justabouttobedone

No Longer Human
Feb 21, 2019
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It is finally arrived and I will use it when I feel ready to go, most likely tonight.
 

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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

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Feb 25, 2019
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Good luck, may you take the best decision for you and find rest and peace, whatever happens.
 
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may you find peace
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It is finally arrived and I will use it when I feel ready to go, most likely tonight.
he you done you meto regime or going to stack it , also please be aware its like drinking sea water(almost that salty) , so you will have urge to puke it and if you do puke it and the right amount is not left in your body i have heard it can be painful , I may join you today on your journey in about 7 hours. sorry not tring to discourage you only cautioning you.
 
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justabouttobedone

No Longer Human
Feb 21, 2019
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may you find peace

he you done you meto regime or going to stack it , also please be aware its like drinking sea water(almost that salty) , so you will have urge to puke it and if you do puke it and the right amount is not left in your body i have heard it can be painful , I may join you today on your journey in about 7 hours. sorry not tring to discourage you only cautioning you.
I have some kind of problem about vomiting. Even if I feel very strong urge to vomit, I can't vomit without pushing my fingers through my throat constantly for minutes. So, probably, I won't need any anti emetic before sn. I think acid regulators will be enough. I'm gonna drink the solution in 5 hours by the way.
 
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TAW122

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Good luck and hope you find peace soon!
 
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Intelligent_Lobster

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Mar 30, 2019
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I hope your trip is peaceful.
 
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justabouttobedone

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Feb 21, 2019
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NextSummer

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Mar 28, 2019
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I noticed from the label that you are Turkish. Yolun acik olsun dostum.
 
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mpti

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Good luck with whatever you choose.
 
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Can'tStandAnymore

Can'tStandAnymore

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Mar 16, 2019
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Nevertheless, I would been prefer taking the anti emetics. Bu arada, umarım huzurlu bir son olur.
 
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justabouttobedone

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Feb 21, 2019
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Nevertheless, I would been prefer taking the anti emetics. Bu arada, umarım huzurlu bir son olur.
Actually, I went doctor today to get acid regulator but forgot to ask for antiemetics. I hope I won't regret it. Teşekkürler bu arada, umarım senin için de.
 
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Can'tStandAnymore

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Actually, I went doctor today to get acid regulator but forgot to ask for antiemetics. I hope I won't regret it. Teşekkürler bu arada, umarım senin için de.
If you're living in Turkey, you most likely be able to buy antiemetics without a prescription. I got mine from a local pharmacy which is 30 meter far from my home.
 
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justabouttobedone

No Longer Human
Feb 21, 2019
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If you're living in Turkey, you most likely be able to buy antiemetics without a prescription. I got mine from a local pharmacy which is 30 meter far from my home.
Can I buy the suggested antiemetics without prescription? If so, maybe it would be better to consider postponing ctb to tomorrow for me. I will think about it until 3 am then make a decision about postponing. Thanks for the info.
 
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I wish you the best,good luck,and i hope you find peace in the afterlife!
 
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marcusuk63

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Mar 24, 2019
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good luck
 
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mel_laree

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Apr 3, 2019
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Take care. I hope you find peace.
 
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justabouttobedone

No Longer Human
Feb 21, 2019
72
The time has come. I am drinking it now. I will update.
It taste just like table salt.
My heart rate is rising and I feel very anxious. I feel that my body temperature is rising as well.
 
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nooo2

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Jan 22, 2019
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Don't know if you're okay but hope you have a lovely journey
 
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HelensNepenthe

HelensNepenthe

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Jan 17, 2019
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Rule of thumb is to not take threads like this genuinely. Often with people attempting with SN they'll comment the same general symptoms from PPH. Looks like you were last online browsing the forum 40 minutes ago. So are you seeking attention from people on here OP?
 
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Peeloffallmyskin

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Apr 7, 2019
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Mine will arrive tomorrow. I've got the dopamine blockers - not the recommended mind you due to needing a prescription but a lower dosage (5mg) mixed with paracetamol. I don't have acid regulators (might look into picking some up tomorrow) but I'll try the baking soda. I'm certain that I will vomit as I often do even with nothing in my stomach so I'm fearful of that. I'll book a hotel room and hope the liquid isn't too hard to digest. I can only imagine it will taste awful. I hate that this will happen right after mothers day and just a couple of weeks before her birthday but I can't wait around. I thought I'd be dead months ago via partial but I couldn't get it right. Glad to have found an alternative.
 
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Can'tStandAnymore

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Mar 16, 2019
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Lol, he is online, and even he's reading the topic right now. How was your experiment? Did you feel any headache? Or any abdominal pain? Did you really drink that mixture?

the forum really likes these type of topics although mine were just be thrown on the screap heap. Maybe I'm doing wrong by coming here. You all except one or two person are one of the reason why I'm here.
 
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pleasethistime

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Jun 25, 2018
256
are you there mate?
 
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I am ___________

I am ___________

Hated, Unloved by the world and everything in it.
Jan 3, 2019
134
Farewell, have a safe journey...
 
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Peeloffallmyskin

Member
Apr 7, 2019
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Please let us know what happened.... There are two active posts atm from seemingly failed sn attempts. Mine arrived today. I want to know what I'm getting into.
 
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