My SN arrived

[Pryras]

I decided to make a purchase from DMC and it went through and arrived to me successfully.

I feel relieved that I have my out, for when I'm ready…I am taking every day by day and it's hard. I don't think there's ever a right time to leave but at least I know I tried my best.

I hope by ending things I can end my memories primarily. I feel extremely ungrateful for the small positives in my life since all I can do is compare and suffer.

 

[Namelesa]

I am sorry you have suffered so much :< I am glad you were able to get the SN so you have more choice on how you want your life/death to go. Whatever you choose to do, I hope you can escape the pain you are in.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relieved at having the option, I wish you the best.