dyn00ss
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- Mar 3, 2023
- 80
I've been thinking about suspension for about 4 months, and I just want to get some rope, wire that is "rough" enough to hang me, and about hanging it I'm going to use my bedroom door, I've been planning to do it sober but I don't know If I can, I'll put it on the Adam's apple, I've read several topics and videos about it and I'm still looking.
(I don't have a date for this, I don't have a lot of time alone at home so "I plan any day that I have at least 1 hour alone to do, usually it's the weekend, and I always think I'll make it and then I'm scared, but when I'm sad or angry or having a fit I feel like I could easily.
I come to this site and I'm just hoping I can do this, sometimes I seem desperate to ctb,,,,,
(last weekend i felt like i was going to make it but i had the "rope" around my neck and tightening it but i never seemed to pass out, i just felt like my head was exploding)
thanks for the information in my first post <3
any help or information would be appreciated
(I don't have a date for this, I don't have a lot of time alone at home so "I plan any day that I have at least 1 hour alone to do, usually it's the weekend, and I always think I'll make it and then I'm scared, but when I'm sad or angry or having a fit I feel like I could easily.
I come to this site and I'm just hoping I can do this, sometimes I seem desperate to ctb,,,,,
(last weekend i felt like i was going to make it but i had the "rope" around my neck and tightening it but i never seemed to pass out, i just felt like my head was exploding)
thanks for the information in my first post <3
any help or information would be appreciated