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MariV
Arcanist
- Sep 13, 2020
- 487
O am your typical only child who grew up with his mother. We have a very close relationship, discuss everything and are 100% open with each other. We got together into this ctb thing because she has parkinson and wanted to have a way out in case things got very bad.
Thing is she has remained stable but on the other hand ive developed a myriad of hellish health problems. I suffer excruciatingly everyday. Chronoc pain, Crohns, tinnitus, skin cancer...you name it, I have it. She tells me she would rather have me ctb than see me suffering, that its my choice, but her eyes get wet when she says it. I know it will be terrible for her and in some way i wish her parkinson would finally get worse so we could ctb together as we once said we would.
What can i say? What can I do? pls i need some advice with my situation.
Thing is she has remained stable but on the other hand ive developed a myriad of hellish health problems. I suffer excruciatingly everyday. Chronoc pain, Crohns, tinnitus, skin cancer...you name it, I have it. She tells me she would rather have me ctb than see me suffering, that its my choice, but her eyes get wet when she says it. I know it will be terrible for her and in some way i wish her parkinson would finally get worse so we could ctb together as we once said we would.
What can i say? What can I do? pls i need some advice with my situation.