My plan

[Natbee]

Hi
Since this year has started, I have tried to get help numerous times. I have felt myself spiral to the point. I feel so empty and numb. I feel like I'm just a number in the system and they won't help me anymore.
I have told my Case Manager on Thursday and I have told my psychiatrist at hospital that I have a plan that I want to end my life, and they just don't care, they let me have a two or three day admission and think that's gonna help but all they are doing is adding fuel to the fire.
I walked into a psychiatrist meeting today and she said to me you know that you're leaving on Sunday right?
Who walks into a meeting with that being a starting point of a conversation?
When did we turn into being treated like guinea pigs to take your medication and go home?
I feel broken and empty and let bound down by the mental health system in Australia.

I have a plan to overdose on a large amount of medication and when I become sleepy to hang myself. I'm thinking of driving out of Brisbane into the country so that I am far away from being found.

Why have I come to this point where I've begged for help but the public system keeps letting me down?

Today the social worker told me I see how you have been lost in the system and it's so unfair that you were falling through the cracks.

I have tried so hard to seek help, but my mind has been playing games on me for far too long and I just don't have the strength any more to keep going. I have told my Case Manager that I don't feel safe within myself. I come to hospital and they just add fuel to the fire.

When I die, the hospital will say they tried their best but in all honesty they didn't try at all. They threw a label on me and threw me back out into the world. Over and over I've told Mental Health professionals how I am struggling but they just pass the baton onto someone else and send me home

I am so tired and exhausted from always feeling like this. The mental pain and anguish, I just want it to end.

 

[larplarpsahur]

i understand what u mean, im down in vic and the mental health system is just as terrible. i hope you can understand that this problem is widespread and a lot of people can relate to this. im really sorry you have to experience being let down by the same people meant to do the opposite. whatever happens i hope you find the peace you're looking for

 

[callmeskin]

Hi
Since this year has started, I have tried to get help numerous times. I have felt myself spiral to the point. I feel so empty and numb. I feel like I'm just a number in the system and they won't help me anymore.
I have told my Case Manager on Thursday and I have told my psychiatrist at hospital that I have a plan that I want to end my life, and they just don't care, they let me have a two or three day admission and think that's gonna help but all they are doing is adding fuel to the fire.
I walked into a psychiatrist meeting today and she said to me you know that you're leaving on Sunday right?
Who walks into a meeting with that being a starting point of a conversation?
When did we turn into being treated like guinea pigs to take your medication and go home?
I feel broken and empty and let bound down by the mental health system in Australia.

I have a plan to overdose on a large amount of medication and when I become sleepy to hang myself. I'm thinking of driving out of Brisbane into the country so that I am far away from being found.

Why have I come to this point where I've begged for help but the public system keeps letting me down?

Today the social worker told me I see how you have been lost in the system and it's so unfair that you were falling through the cracks.

I have tried so hard to seek help, but my mind has been playing games on me for far too long and I just don't have the strength any more to keep going. I have told my Case Manager that I don't feel safe within myself. I come to hospital and they just add fuel to the fire.

When I die, the hospital will say they tried their best but in all honesty they didn't try at all. They threw a label on me and threw me back out into the world. Over and over I've told Mental Health professionals how I am struggling but they just pass the baton onto someone else and send me home

I am so tired and exhausted from always feeling like this. The mental pain and anguish, I just want it to end.

wow it's sick seeing how mental healthcare works in other countries. I hope you'll feel better soon