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Bpdboii

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Oct 6, 2019
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Hello all. I will originally be using SN to ctb. At the same time I want to know how the people will react on my death.

For this, I plan to purchase a GoPro Cam. I will wear it on my head and will record the video(offline). Early in the morning, I will move towards a very high bridge in my city and in video will pretend that I'm going to jump off the bridge. I will attach the GoPro cam with a rope and will throw the cam off from my head off the bridge. It will show that I jumped with the gopro cam on my head. As soon as it will be near to hit the ground, I will pull the rope and take the cam out.

Now, I will edit the video, will add my voice screaming until near I hit the ground(pretend that near to hit the ground, the gopro cam broke and disconnected).

All the video will be ready. Very next day at the same time, I will be broadcasting this video live on facebook to pretend the people I have CTBed live jumping off the bridge. I will turn off my phone and will move to the other city. I will be watching the reaction of the people live using the IP camera set up in my home.

After I watch the reactions of my family members and friends on my social media, I will just take my Sn and leave this earth.
 
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Lethe

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This is an interesting social experiment.
 
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dreamsofdestruction

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Not sure what your family and friends did to deserve this, but it must have been bad.
 
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Rolls eyes!!
 
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To be honest, I don't like the sound of this plan. Surely, the family will be shocked if not traumatised. If you really want to CTB, do it quietly, this way it will be easier for those you are going to leave behind. Just my opinion.
 
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Bpdboii

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Oct 6, 2019
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^made me lol xD

My pleasure to bring smile on the face of the people who are down to this place due to catastrophic circumstances.
 
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Why?
 
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are you expecting any particular reaction?
 
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Bpdboii

Frustrated
Oct 6, 2019
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This way I will have dual purpose served, I will experience how my friends and family will react as well as I will ctb peacefully using SN. Currently, it is just a theoretical plan.
are you expecting any particular reaction?

I want to see how the people react who brought me down to this. My ex wife and parent's in laws...
 
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Lethe

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Sep 19, 2019
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My pleasure to bring smile on the face of the people who are down to this place due to catastrophic circumstances.

To clarify, I'm laughing at Rach's reaction, not your plan-- it's a bit twisted tbh, and there could be consequences if you back out of for-realsies CTBing.
 
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Can'tStandAnymore

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Mar 16, 2019
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This plan can go bad very easily. If you won't be able to overcome your SI when the time has come, how will you explain your 'social experiment' to people?


After I watch the reactions of my family members

It will just make your SI worse. Don't do it.
 
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Bpdboii

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Oct 6, 2019
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To clarify, I'm laughing at Rach's reaction, not your plan-- it's a bit twisted tbh, and there could be consequences if you back out of for-realsies CTBing.

What can be the worst consequences?
 
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Apr 12, 2019
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You know it's not likely to stay on FB very long, right? It might get removed before the intended audience sees it.

Your plan has a distinct "they'll be sorry" theme. That isn't why you plan to kill yourself, is it? I'm sorry about whatever/whoever led you to consider suicide, but there are other ways to make them sorry. Like waltzing off and living a happy life.
 
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Bpdboii

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Oct 6, 2019
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You know it's not likely to stay on FB very long, right? It might get removed before the intended audience sees it.

Your plan has a distinct "they'll be sorry" theme. That isn't why you plan to kill yourself, is it? I'm sorry about whatever/whoever led you to consider suicide, but there are other ways to make them sorry. Like waltzing off and living a happy life.

I will share to only a few friends and family members. The caption will not straightforwardly show the intent. Regarding waltzing off and living a happy life, I've sent you the pm, please check.
 
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RedRoses

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Jul 3, 2019
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Committing pseudocide is a lil messed up but they say attention seeking is a mental illness lol
 
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Aug 17, 2018
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I think many of us are curious of what other people would think of us committing suicide. At least I know I am and I fantasize sometimes about it, although teaching other people a lesson or wanting attention is definitely not why I want to end my life.
Not sure if your plan is good or not, but just wanted to say that I empathize and I send hugs.
 
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Let'sgetoutofHERE

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Oct 7, 2019
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You know it's not likely to stay on FB very long, right? It might get removed before the intended audience sees it.

Your plan has a distinct "they'll be sorry" theme. That isn't why you plan to kill yourself, is it? I'm sorry about whatever/whoever led you to consider suicide, but there are other ways to make them sorry. Like waltzing off and living a happy life.
This is what I was thinking as I was reading this. If there's any truth to this assumption, don't do it, OP.
 
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Bpdboii

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Oct 6, 2019
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Committing pseudocide is a lil messed up but they say attention seeking is a mental illness lol
I swear I am not attention seeking. I am genuinely seeking to ctb. I've decided a date to CTB but I am thinking to do it earlier as circumstances are looking as shit.
 
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Jeremy

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Jul 11, 2019
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Fucking Christ, so dramatic...

If I'm gonna do it I'm gonna fucking do it. I don't have time or motivation for little middle-school sociopathy about it.

I live by the principle of "don't be a little bitch." I have the right to live and the right to die, and I have no interest in such sophomoric little schemes. But I understand that not everybody lives by that principle...

Good luck to you though, I guess.

*Eyeroll*
 
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neilo99

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Oct 9, 2019
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What if SN doesn't work?
 
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Bpdboii

Frustrated
Oct 6, 2019
80
Some funny-ass karma bullshit for OP.

I realize that I should skip the drama part and only do the SN part. If it doesn't successful, I will try once more I have 100g of SN and lethal dose is 25g.
 
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Return2Dust

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Sep 28, 2019
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I realize that I should skip the drama part and only do the SN part. If it doesn't successful, I will try once more I have 100g of SN and lethal dose is 25g.
Will the dramatic death part cause people in the UK to spend resources looking for a body that didn't jump off a bridge?
 
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Jengator

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Sep 24, 2019
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You could end up locked up in a hospital somewhere. Also there will be people who see it that you might care about. Lots of Collateral damage. Divorce is terribly painful. Not saying it's your only reason But you'll heal in time if that's your main reason.
 
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Bpdboii

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You could end up locked up in a hospital somewhere. Also there will be people who see it that you might care about. Lots of Collateral damage. Divorce is terribly painful. Not saying it's your only reason But you'll heal in time if that's your main reason.
Not sure you know my all circumstances... I sent you a pm
 
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sleepy dog

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Sep 13, 2019
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Hello all. I will originally be using SN to ctb. At the same time I want to know how the people will react on my death.

For this, I plan to purchase a GoPro Cam. I will wear it on my head and will record the video(offline). Early in the morning, I will move towards a very high bridge in my city and in video will pretend that I'm going to jump off the bridge. I will attach the GoPro cam with a rope and will throw the cam off from my head off the bridge. It will show that I jumped with the gopro cam on my head. As soon as it will be near to hit the ground, I will pull the rope and take the cam out.

Now, I will edit the video, will add my voice screaming until near I hit the ground(pretend that near to hit the ground, the gopro cam broke and disconnected).

All the video will be ready. Very next day at the same time, I will be broadcasting this video live on facebook to pretend the people I have CTBed live jumping off the bridge. I will turn off my phone and will move to the other city. I will be watching the reaction of the people live using the IP camera set up in my home.

After I watch the reactions of my family members and friends on my social media, I will just take my Sn and leave this earth.

I think stopping the rope with the camera on it will be harder than you think and might break the camera. I don't know how you can stream live to Facebook with a recorded video. What makes you think everybody will see the video that same day? You will probably feel so satisfied you won't want to die. Oops.
 
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Bpdboii

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I think stopping the rope with the camera on it will be harder than you think and might break the camera. I don't know how you can stream live to Facebook with a recorded video. What makes you think everybody will see the video that same day? You will probably feel so satisfied you won't want to die. Oops.

1. I will practice stopping the rope with some other equal weight before shooting.

2. You can stream live with recorded video. There are different ways.

3. Its not necessary for all of them to watch same day.

4. Maybe.. Its just my preliminary plan have to refine this
are you expecting any particular reaction?
Just reality
 
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Powderedmonster

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Mar 6, 2019
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I think screaming while you jump is unrealistic. If you watch the golden gate bridge documentary it shows a bunch of suicide jumpers and not one of them screamed
 
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Rachel74

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As so many are choosing SN then yes a recording might be helpful via that. Facebook is full of children, how can you stop a kid viewing this like you tube?
I do understand the concept of it.
 

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