After half a year of planning, D-day is next week, on my birthday. I've bought a ratchet tie online and it's really sturdy. I also have kept some lorazepam from my last prescription to hopefully knock me out after a while.
At first I thought I'd do it in my bedroom but since I still live with my family I'm afraid someone might barge in suddenly and locking the door would be too suspicious. So I've decided that the bathroom would have to do since locking the door won't arouse suspicion. Trouble is, the only anchor point is the metal knob that is screwed into the wall. It is about waist high. I was wondering if it's high enough for Partial? I'm not very tall. Could I do it by kneeling? Then once I black out hopefully the drugs will kick in. I've attached a diagram I drew.
I'm just afraid of getting discovered too early and becoming brain damaged or disabled if resuscitated.
Thoughts? I'm desperate now I just want the pain to end. Any other ways to die in the bathroom? I don't own a bathtub so I can't try shallow water blackout.
At first I thought I'd do it in my bedroom but since I still live with my family I'm afraid someone might barge in suddenly and locking the door would be too suspicious. So I've decided that the bathroom would have to do since locking the door won't arouse suspicion. Trouble is, the only anchor point is the metal knob that is screwed into the wall. It is about waist high. I was wondering if it's high enough for Partial? I'm not very tall. Could I do it by kneeling? Then once I black out hopefully the drugs will kick in. I've attached a diagram I drew.
I'm just afraid of getting discovered too early and becoming brain damaged or disabled if resuscitated.
Thoughts? I'm desperate now I just want the pain to end. Any other ways to die in the bathroom? I don't own a bathtub so I can't try shallow water blackout.
