Venting My own family forgot about my birthday for the 3rd year in a row

[Wanted Opioid]

I unfortunately turned 19 two days ago.

Looking back, I feel like my free trial of being a part of the family expired when I turned 16.

My parents genuinely think I'm gay because both of my other siblings have lots of friends and romantic partners while my ugly ass haven't made a new friend since 1st grade.

Recently, every time I talk with them, they change the subject and ask me to find a job asap because they "need more money to pay off the rent".
My siblings make "jokes" about having to kick me out because I'm not paying my share.

AND MY PARENTS REFUSE TO KEEP EYE CONTACT WITH ME WHEN I TRY TO HAVE A CONVERSATION WTF AM I GETTING DISOWNED???

But to be fair, I can't blame them either. I mean what parent would want to keep a child who failed in almost every step of his life so far?

I'm so fucking ugly, miserable and talentless that even my own family view me as a failure.

At least I'm kinda relieved that my they won't mourn me when I ctb.

 

[set0553]

Happy belated birthday. families suck, and ppl in general suck... I got diagnosed late last night after an er trip , with pneumonia, and the wife and kid went camping today! but gives me alone with the dogs time, to drink lots, which is wild on an antibiotic! If they wanna be judmental and jerks, let them, cuz for whatever reason, they don't want to include or be nice, but you do matter, and don't let anyone take that fact away! Best thing to do is be yourself always, do good for yourself and try to surround yourself with ppl who believe in and support you. As many of us here who're going through or have gone through similar care lots!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

I'm sorry you have to go through this. It's the fucking duty of your parents to ensure they can support their life and the life of 3 children if they decide to produce them. They should never expect their children to pay their "share of the rent". Your siblings aren't any better. Sorry, I had to say this :-(

I'm, more than double your age and I wish my family would forget about my birthday but the closest ones never do - unfortunately. I don't want to be reminded of this day after I failed in life.