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Zristal

Member
Feb 12, 2026
29
IM TOO FAR FONE. IM TOO FAR GONE. I GREW UP LONELY WITH NO FRIENDS AND NOW THE TWO PEOPLE I MANAGED TO CONNECT WITH ONLINE LAST YEAR ARE GIVING UP ON ME. I CANT BE HELPED. I cant be HELPED. How do i CTB NOW I WANT TO DIE NOW
 
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scoba32

Member
Dec 31, 2025
46
BRO CHILL CTB IS A PROCESS... FIRST DO SOME RESEARCH THERE ARE GOOD THREADS ON HERE FOR EVERY CTB METHOD LOOK AT THE STICKY THREADS
 
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inconclusivesorbet

On my way
Jan 28, 2026
70
You're in good company to spew what happened. Just get your Central nervous system balance on.
 
lysergamide

lysergamide

SO YOU WANNA BE A TRAILBLAZER
Oct 2, 2024
83
I want to tell you : what about it? Shit happens, there are plenty of people who end up alone. Besides my current girlfriend, I don't think I've ever truly had true friends that cared and when they did, they mistreated me enough for me to ditch them.
Company isn't the end all be all, you wanna CTB? Fair enough. But don't do it for this reason, there's plenty of fishes in the sea. If you wanna talk with me, I can talk to you, maybe be friends if you want. Maybe it'll work maybe it won't. But don't let that drag you down okay
 
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Crematoryy

Crematoryy

Wandering endlessly
Feb 12, 2025
222
IM TOO FAR FONE. IM TOO FAR GONE. I GREW UP LONELY WITH NO FRIENDS AND NOW THE TWO PEOPLE I MANAGED TO CONNECT WITH ONLINE LAST YEAR ARE GIVING UP ON ME. I CANT BE HELPED. I cant be HELPED. How do i CTB NOW I WANT TO DIE NOW
Your feelings matter. Something similar happened to me today. Know that I feel the same pain. You deserve to be loved and accepted unconditionally. Know that they left because they didn't value you. But I love you, and I know how much you're suffering (because I am too). Know that you are loved by us, that you deserve to find better people. Know that I care deeply about your pain.
IM TOO FAR FONE. IM TOO FAR GONE. I GREW UP LONELY WITH NO FRIENDS AND NOW THE TWO PEOPLE I MANAGED TO CONNECT WITH ONLINE LAST YEAR ARE GIVING UP ON ME. I CANT BE HELPED. I cant be HELPED. How do i CTB NOW I WANT TO DIE NOW
I love you, I care about you, I accept all your flaws. What they did was unfair, don't blame yourself. You deserve to be loved, and I love you in a way they couldn't. Know that your life has value to me. Know that you are lonely just as I am.
 

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