DeathIsTheWayOut99
Warlock
- Jun 6, 2020
- 798
Dear Whoever reads this,
My name is XXXX XXXX. This decision I have chosen to make is a result of being used as a doll for the entirety of my life. Many people claim that we are all worthy of love and acceptance. That God created us and loves us, or that everyone one of us is just special. Though, I don't think that was meant for me
As a young child, I was forced into a world of evil. A world where my abusive mom named XXX XXX existed. A world where my father XXX XXX was neglectful, a world where my brother XXX XXX had it better. A world where my whole family dynamic was abusive. Though, some people can say that they had rouge in their neighbors. But that didn't happen either. One of my neighbors XXXX XXXX told me to simply go back home after I told her my mother abused me horribly
And maybe some of you might think "well school was surly better?". However, again, I was not created to be happy because it was there that I was abused verbally and physically by both students and teachers. And whenever I "used my voice" I was always put down and told it was my fault
The same was for high school. The same was even for college where I was sexually assaulted by XXXX XXXX. I told XXX XXXX who told me "to just stay there and act like XXXX XXXX doesn't exist!" I was also bullied in college by various students as well. I remember one time I didnt wear any shoes while walking outside my dorm. I dont know why, just didnt. And I was laughed by my co workers. oNe time I was in a rush and didnt wear any underwear under my gown. I know student. But some girls snickers and whispers "pantes" next to me. Feels good to ge that off my chest
Anyone reading this and thinking I am a pansy and an idiot, do comment and speak your mind. I will be dead anyways. And when I die I do not want a funeral. I do not want people to suddenly feel guilty and have a "change of heart" that is only fake. I want to be forgotten and unloved as I always was. Instead, everyone one you who hurt can go fuck yourselves. As for me, I hope death brings me the peace I always wanted
PS: I have done the liberty of leaving some of you all some suicide notes. Just figured I could pass on the hatred a bit more before I take the lounge of death. This is what all of you wanted anyways, right? I hope your happy your bitch doll committed suicide. Thanks
From: XXX XXX
My name is XXXX XXXX. This decision I have chosen to make is a result of being used as a doll for the entirety of my life. Many people claim that we are all worthy of love and acceptance. That God created us and loves us, or that everyone one of us is just special. Though, I don't think that was meant for me
As a young child, I was forced into a world of evil. A world where my abusive mom named XXX XXX existed. A world where my father XXX XXX was neglectful, a world where my brother XXX XXX had it better. A world where my whole family dynamic was abusive. Though, some people can say that they had rouge in their neighbors. But that didn't happen either. One of my neighbors XXXX XXXX told me to simply go back home after I told her my mother abused me horribly
And maybe some of you might think "well school was surly better?". However, again, I was not created to be happy because it was there that I was abused verbally and physically by both students and teachers. And whenever I "used my voice" I was always put down and told it was my fault
The same was for high school. The same was even for college where I was sexually assaulted by XXXX XXXX. I told XXX XXXX who told me "to just stay there and act like XXXX XXXX doesn't exist!" I was also bullied in college by various students as well. I remember one time I didnt wear any shoes while walking outside my dorm. I dont know why, just didnt. And I was laughed by my co workers. oNe time I was in a rush and didnt wear any underwear under my gown. I know student. But some girls snickers and whispers "pantes" next to me. Feels good to ge that off my chest
Anyone reading this and thinking I am a pansy and an idiot, do comment and speak your mind. I will be dead anyways. And when I die I do not want a funeral. I do not want people to suddenly feel guilty and have a "change of heart" that is only fake. I want to be forgotten and unloved as I always was. Instead, everyone one you who hurt can go fuck yourselves. As for me, I hope death brings me the peace I always wanted
PS: I have done the liberty of leaving some of you all some suicide notes. Just figured I could pass on the hatred a bit more before I take the lounge of death. This is what all of you wanted anyways, right? I hope your happy your bitch doll committed suicide. Thanks
From: XXX XXX