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Defective Personel
- Jan 20, 2023
- 494
It fucking sucks that the only times I'm up for writing, genuinely talking with others, or even posting here, is when I'm tired as hell and would probably just give up before I actually start. It's pretty annoying, but perhaps it's the only time when I'm not either bedrotting or immersed in my PC.
That's just my NEET life, one of the two and not even being outside this house at all, for weeks at a time. With this doomed world, nihilism, NO HOPE, etc-etc . . . At this point I feel nothing, just baseline. It's like I'm dissociated, or like a frog being boiled who can't feel their insides being cooked.
That's just my NEET life, huh? Rotting away until I CTB. Loosing all feeling as my body and soul atrophy. Sounds awful, doesn't it? But it only feels so-so, as this is my singular life, it's my baseline now, my own kind of normal.
What a NEET life.
That's just my NEET life, one of the two and not even being outside this house at all, for weeks at a time. With this doomed world, nihilism, NO HOPE, etc-etc . . . At this point I feel nothing, just baseline. It's like I'm dissociated, or like a frog being boiled who can't feel their insides being cooked.
That's just my NEET life, huh? Rotting away until I CTB. Loosing all feeling as my body and soul atrophy. Sounds awful, doesn't it? But it only feels so-so, as this is my singular life, it's my baseline now, my own kind of normal.
What a NEET life.